if u know what song in my heart

Today:::

i miss the time when we spent together,
i miss the time when we hold hand and walk to cafe,
i miss to copied ur homework,
i miss to use ur eyes,
i miss the time u said that u love me and im ur bff,

but now...

we are more apart,
we are just go to far from each other,
we are never try to connected like before,
we are awkward to say love,

then our relationship also become awkward...

the past things that i hate about u is:::

when u always left me behind,
when u tell ur stories to other before let me know first,
when u go to other and walk with them,
when u laugh with people that i did not like,
when some other friend talk behind u,

the past thing that i regret:::

when i dont appreciate u for who u are
when i dont trust u when u r talking
when my jealous over my head

what i want to do now:::

im trying to knock u...
to let u know that ur friend is still alive..
im trying to appreciate everyone around me...
im trying to be a good friend to my new friend...
im trying to show what is inside my mind..
so no more just quite like with u...
my friend,my best friend.
im sorry to u..
for having a friend like me..
im sorry..

i wish i pray:::

u will had ur new partner,
new bestfriend better than me,
yes u got it right? i found it from ur pic.
u r looking great with them my dear..
happy forever belong to u..
love u lillah..



teamoHada