Saturday, December 20, 2014

life is call as how you survive

there is a time i feel i dont know where shall i choose.. where shall i take.. what should i strive.. what i live for.. and yet.. i still find me.. what part i have lost during this growing up.. and yet i still need people and depend on people to keep encouraging and supporting even though i know.. i should never keep  rely on people call human.. but after all.. i am just a weak and a weak of human being...

bila malam larut and i cant sleep and keep thinking about future.. dream.. ambition... i am a big girl with a big dream... hohoho... best kan if like that if like those if like this.. ohhh..i cant sleep... i need to sleep so i can stop thinking and berangan........... let me face a real thing.. i dont want dream for nothingg.... ohh Allah.. what is the journey you plan for me.. if i could see.. what would it be? .... T_T


Sunday, November 23, 2014

nursery practicum 1 done


done my 1st hardcover with all kind of precious moments inside.. may I still got and continue to have the blessing from Allah.. #100dayspositivemind#100Daysend#earlychildhoodeducation#toddleractivity#nurseryproject#octopussiblings#

stay tune and sister for looking up my #throwback# 60 activity with my young, adorable, active genius,and lovely #toddlers#.. my 12week activity will be uploading tomorrow... weheeeee...yeehaaa


Sunday, November 2, 2014

journey going to the end

It has been long time that i did not update my internship story.. and this is going to be end.. somehow it is kind of so happy to say.. sometime it is kind of sad to leave.. those children.. i might end up going missing them..

About the trouble that i had.. those are all the experience.. the learning that later will make me more strong than today.. i hope so..

The children.. please help me.. so i can help you.. this another 2weeks left.. i wish to not use my speaker.. i wish that children just listen with a normal voice.. but after all i should more knowledge that they are just todd.. i hope those upcoming day.. i will cheers them.. comfort them more..
May Allah bless from what i am doing..
#Day 84


Thursday, September 11, 2014

Day 31: seriously not fun


Hmm.. this was my 3rd day that i did not found any joy inside of this heart.. i could not help.. i tried my best ..

I hate this kind of feeling.. i want to spread 100 days positive attitude.. words.. action.. but i could not help.. this kind of thought keep hunting me here.. there and there.. i could not help my own self.. crying now..

Hey.. what is wrong inside of my heart.. why i am just so weak.. why i am just too weak.. i could not do anything.. i could not be someone proud.. no.. i dont mind about the other.. but i would like to make my self proud.. this is the only thing i want.. i just could not help my self..

I feel so much weak when listening to those cruel words.. i feel so much weak that can killed me that time.. and i do feel like want to kick the cruel words to the sky.. yess.. i hate that much..

Today.. i had listened so much crazy and the cruel word.. even those not mentioned to me but i feel that much hurt..much pain.. even i did not have any spirit to do anything.. i doa that time that karma will belong to those people..and what make i hate people only when i heard those kind of words.. those kind of cruel words.. yess even if just for kidding.. i could not afford to be keep cool and calm..
I feel damn sad to the little kid to be called like that.. very rude.. might they not understand but they might know.. hey.. they just so young!! I want to scream out loud! They might hv some misbehaviour but dont called something could break their speciality..

If we are just living from what we hv living before..than nothing can change.. what is all for study and learning... can we just take all the positiveness?..
Today..I did not really want to look down.. just because some of those matter and some more.. i dont really wish.. just take the lesson from what is happening.. just another 2months..please.. help me Allah..  give the joy to me.. so the joy that i had will be spread all to others.. especially to those little kids.. my sunshine.. let me be their wings.. their joy.. their eyes.. their hand.. so i could comfort those feeling that were not alright.. please help me Allah.. keep me believing...


Saturday, September 6, 2014

Day 26: try to be more understand


Pejam celik pejam celik dah hampir sebulan internship kat tempat ni.. dan tempoh sebulan ni belum cukup buat those children to become close to me.. yes i do.. i try so hard to win their heart but unfortunately.. just few of them.. another 2 month coming.. yet.. no observation from college.. yet.. i still need to be genius in the making of different and new activity with them..

About those boy.. Alhamdullillah he was more better now.. the same goes to the girl..but still there are a day he look moody.. do not want to talk and crying..

Today and yesterday.. i do feel some kind of boring.. i thought the child feel the same.. i did not enjoy my activity that i had create.. i could not see their smile or laugh much happier..  what my expectation to 2 to 3 years old.. but HEY! they are all just a toddlers... kemmon !

Tomorrow planning for my teaching plan.. what kind of activity.. i don't want and don't like repeat the same technique.. the same activity.. i want different.. i want new.. please give me some idea.. that those children will be happy..

Good night


Friday, August 29, 2014

Day 19: first time doing in my life

Pagi malam pagi malam.. dah 3 minggu aku internship kat sini.. hohoho.. and i had doing things that i had never done before.. kain buruk means y berminyak nampak bintik bintik hitam tu aku sangat geli untuk sentuh..  dah berminyak sikit.. atau dah bertukar color ckit tempat nya adalah tong sampah.. but now.. bukan takat kain buruk.. muntah budak pun aku tadahkan guna tangan aku.. could you imagine this situation.. even for my own niece or nephew.. i never do this before.. makanan yang diorang nak buang dari mulut dorang aku suruh dorang tadahkan guna tangan sendiri.. kalau lantai tempat jatuhnya makanan tu.. aku suruh mereka kutip balik or my other family member yang settlekan.. huhuhu..  but itu adalah masa laluku.. this is what we call survival kot..

kini dalam sejarah.. semalam.. aku lap and 3 orang budak dalam waktu yang berbeza.. owhh loya dan mual anak tekak nii.. yang sorang budak ni dah masuk 3 kali but this time makanan yang dia buang dah jadi muntah.. sebelum ni.. boleh2 dia datang kat aku dan buat muka nak muntahkan makanan yang dia kunyah dalam mulut tu..  hmmm.... geram dan rasa nak jer penyet2 buat nasi ayam penyet.. kalau first time xpe lagi.. ni harini.. ya allah.. budak budak ni.. mengada ngada tahap mintak ice cream..  tu xtermasuk budak yang xreti dan xtahu perasaan geli lagi.. boleh dia lalu dan pijak kat tempat muntah tu.. dah orang kata jangan.. yang jangan tu la naknya.. ya allah dugaan sungguh...

Yang sorang lagi budak masa tengahari masa nap time.. boleh terbatuk2 sampai terkeluar makanan yang dia makan membuak2.. mata dia terlelap lagi.. bukan kemain aku terkejut.. habis tempat tidur..dah tersedar buka mata tu sambung lagi muntah.. ya allah.. dalam sejarah sungguh...

Haa.. ni xtermasuk lagi dengan budak budak yang berhingus.. bukan sorang dua.. tapi kebanyakannya semua budak..dah ada hingus boleh pula lap guna tangan dia.. ok.. tu xpe lagi ni dok jilat hingus tu.. ya allah.. budak budak ni..  memang xcukup tangan sangat3.. tapi, entah-entah aku dulu jadi budak teruk dari ni.. hihi

Haa lagi yang budak2 berak.. ya allah.. sungguh banyak benda yang aku xpernah buat yang jarang2 y nampak xnampak aku buat sebelum ni dan nak xnak aku terpaksa buat buat masa ni.. Survival skill eh?
Xtau la nak cakap apa..  budak2 ni.. betul2 la...xtermasuk yang menangis.. yang bertekak.. semua rasa geram sangat.. betul2 nak penyet jadi ayam penyet..

Hmm.. semoga terbaik untuk kami yang daj jadi ayam penyet -,^


Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Day 17:different approaches.. everything is different ..


Hmm.. for the today.. this was what i feel.. i would like to share my first and three toddlers at my practicum place..

I understand when she is using her tantrum skill.. but i don't know which skill should i use to calm her.. yes she was just a toddler.. and she were just not more than 3 years.. should i shout.. should i use my loud voice.. should i still calm.. should i ask her.. do you need hug? The more i go to her the more i try to calm her.. the more she use all her strength..  she is Sukaynah 3 year old.. cute.. brown  hair.. straight hair.. 

I understand when you cannot sleep.. cant close your eyes when you have a rainy nose.. i even cant close my eyes.. should i force you.. should i use other teacher name that you scared to make you listen to me..should i make a story or sing a lullaby.. you are Rabihah.. 3 year old.. have curly brown hair.. have pretty eyes that anybody see you will fall to love you..

I understand that you love food that much.. i love food too.. no i means.. i crazy about food.. and i understand that you are near to 3 years old and your curiosity just grow bigger.. you walk.. you run to the area that are not allowed you at that time.. what can i do for you.. you are not listened to me.. you are listen only when i said the rewarded was food.. should i use that way to the end of the day for everyday.. that is means.. food must always be with me.. i prevent my self to use loud voice.. shout to you or to your friend was not my choice.. you are Amni.. almost 3 year old.. black hair and love hanging with her brother Ammar..

This is just the beginning... the tough day that you through might be different then me.. i am going to try my best everyday..
I want everyday for you and your friend is happy and happier.. from the morning to the evening.. when you are happy i am also happy.. when you are crying i am also crying....and that is why i need you and your friends to be happy so i could be happy too.. the smile of yours.. the laugh of your just give me a big heart to be more appreciate of what i am doing now..


Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Day 16: more to understand the toddler

Now is 1.50am in the morning means that yesterday was my 3rd week as practicum student and actually i feel so much awesome with those little kids.. and tired.. more exciting..

For the kids name.. i begin to remember all their name and things too but some of still quite hard for me.. yesterday might be my mistake when i changing their drypers who are not belong to them.. but it's still okay after being realize by their other teacher.

For the third week i had learn the each kids attitude.. not all but some of them i know what is their abilities and what they are special with. Why she is cry.. why she is need help.. why they acted like that or those.. and i try my best to be the same to all kids.. to listen their words.. but after all i know i lack many things too compare with many teachers with bigger experience than myself.

The thing i still can't control is they hardly to listen my instruction. Sometime i do feel some of fail..  i try to not use my loud speaker. But after all i know they just a little toddler who are active and they are developing their personalities for their character in the future.

And the things that still not changing from the first day to my third week is.. how difficult for parents to smile or say thank you for a teacher when the teacher open their car door and hold their kids hand or carry them. Sad to this kind of parents. Its not that hard to smile or say thank you.. when you do this kind of things Insyaallah that will bring positive environment to your kids.. the teacher will feel appreciate.. the kid will be happy too in the morning..

Other than that.. i try to adapt with this environment.. i know that my expectation to the placed that i had dream for my practicum before this just so high.. i dream of the great place.. but then.. this is just a place that i get.. i met with this kind of teacher.. this kind of school.. this kind of principle.. yes.. the high expectation different just because there are a different between study and working.. really different.. what you are study you might not see in your working style.. but the knowledge.. the skill that you had learned is needed for yourself..

Okay that all for today.. and for those little boy.. i do feel sad.. i hope that there will be a silver lining for him.. and i promised that i will with him..


Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Day 10:Am i smart? Am i wise?

Hmm.. i have many words to say.. to share during my past 6 days.. but yesterday just a really a worse day for me.. i feel so disappointing.. sad.. bad.. sympathy.. and i do cry..

Today there are situation that really break my heart so much.. two different situation and i don't expect this could be happen.. yes i wish to pull him.. i wish to hug him.. i wish that i could make him calm and run from you.. it's break my heart triple when the eyes looked at me for help but i do nothing.. how bad i am..  yes i do angry.. but i won't let my self to do those kind of things.. yes i do poor my little baby doll.. i feel so much sad that i could say i cry when i'm trying to cure her.. i was shock that stop my heart beating.. but i won't let my self to do the things that you did..  now..i miss my little baby doll.. i want hi 5 with her.. say love her.. looked at her pretty eyes..hmm.. the situation..hmm i was just like a mouse.. and yes yes yes i am just afraid of anything and everything in future happen and that is why i keep quiet..  but please do not let the banana fruit two time.. no and never!

But anyway i still do wrong.. if just i'm earlier.. than it won't happen.. if i'm just more aware, this won't happen.. and both of you won't hurt.. it's different way of hurt but still do make me like the worse one.. and if just i care and concern more.. i promise my baby doll.. you will be fine with me..
Yes this situation.. there are a morale.. there are a value that i can learned from that but i'm afraid of myself getting far from my positive mind.. i'm afraid of not being the good one.. i'm afraid if not being more sincere and chooser.. and i'm more afraid in future that i won't practice that what should i practice with...

Help me Allah.. let me be someone with fair and square.. i'm not ask for perfection.. but don't let me use my hand.. my loud voice for no good..  don't let me Allah.. let me be a someone that special for them.. the one that can make them feel fun.. and the one that can make them feel strong.. please Allah.. keep me motivate myself.. to listen them every words.. and they listen myself to every single word i'm saying.. to not be biased and loved each of them in their own abilities.. Allah keep my eyes good for them.. keep my ear good.for them.. and always good for them.. Aamiin.. Insyaallah

Like the one that i adore said.. and i do really have to balance my mind really well.. i have to control my speak loud words.. and also have to improve my action as well..

The smart will talk immediately.. the wise will pause -AA- yes yes yes.. this is what i have did yesterday.. just now feel like a mouse.. afraid for nothing.. am i the smart? Am i the wise? what shall i do for the coming 90 days.. please let the all good one will i make.. please let me see positive environment.. please don't let me give up.. and let me stay believe from everything that i believe.. 


Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Day 2: saling berminta maaf dan meminta maaf

Today my second day internship.. today was different from yesterday..

7 am
A senior (Halah) tolong ambil blkng pintu kolej.. lps tu sampai dlm pukul 7.20 kot..

7.30 am
Turun p jemput children.. ambil brng diorang.. turun naik juga tangga.. and ada children y siap nangis dan kena dukung lagi pepagi..huk3

8 am
Then mandikan children.. lps tu ada aktiviti y 100 percent kita orng handle.. ohh.. kita orng xde bt lesson plan pun lagi..

9 am
Children get ready to eat their breakfast. Today they eat fried mee

9.30 am
Start their activity. Singing.. dancing

11 am
Get ready for their lunch

11.30 am to 3pm
Change their pampers.. get their naps..
Okay ada sorang children  ni.. dari pagi sampai pukul 1.45 pm menangis dan perlu didukung.. okay sangat lenguh tangan ni.. xmo dgn teacher lain.. huk2.. tapi bila senyum.. berbaloi la.. skrng dah tido...

Skrngt teringatbko patem.. ya allah.. she's die young.. sad.. allah nak suruh aku beringat.. sebab tu aku rasa perlunya kita berminta maaf dan sentiasa memaafkan..
We never know for how long we live for what a reason we die.. die young or die old.. ya allah.. put her in the best place.. 

Aku habis sampai pukul 6pm

This baby cry.. this baby smile.. that is what make her adorable and special.. esok2 dah jangan nangis lagi k.. teacher love you.. hik3
Qaireen <3


Day 1: senyum dan gembira

Alhamdullillah.. today is my first day training.. lot of things that i see.. and its different from what i have learn and study.. yess yes.. that was the reality..

Pukul 7.30
Masuk and terus divide our tugasan.. sorang helping kat dapur and sorang p amik and jemput children masuk school

Pukul 8.00
P masuk jumpa dengan madam.. ada lagi briefing sbb mdm.. the principle xsetuju waktu y ditetapkan oleh supervisor kami which is 9 to 5.. so our timetable nyer 8 to 6.. huk3.. and we divide the children too into group..

Pukul berapa dah xsure..
Tolong bukakan baju.. i means suruh the children make by themself.. mndikan children y belum mandi..then diorang p breakfast.. nasi impit dengan sup..huk3.. then ada la aktiviti.. nyanyi2 lompat2..berlari lari..

Tepat pukul 11 kot not sure..
Diorang p lunch makan nasi dgn telur dan sup pagi tadi..

Pukul 12
Diorang take a nap.. diorang tidur sampai pukul 3 or 3.30..
Oh kejap ada 2 children baru daftar y asyik nangis..

Lebih kurang pukul 1.15
P teman teacher p amik children yang transit.. ohhh

Then dlm pukul 2 to 2.30
Get ready for the children to wake up.. p basuh botol susu and buatkan susu yang baru..

Dlm pukul 3 lebih2
Children bangun. Dan minum petang   makan rainbow cake. After makan bwa mereka semua mandi..oh ada sorang berak.. and.. huhuhu

Pukul 4 la kot
P kat circle area and tengok preschool solat.. bwa semua toddlers tu kesitu..

Pukul 6
Boleh balik..
Okay.. semua todd kena buat sendiri.. teacher kena observe jer..
And i have 2 week observation.. okay boleh dah start slow2 buat lesson plan..huk3..
Yes yes.. i'm happy with them.. the cute and adorable children.. jump like a monkey.. sleep like a snake.. Walk like a turtle.. run like a rabbit.. just so adorable children..
And around 8 pm.. i got a sad new.. my cousin.. my childhood friend too just passed away.. may Allah bless u faten..


Sunday, August 10, 2014

100 days positive words

These day.. what is all in my mind just full of negative words.. negative action.. i could not control what is in my minds.. what is my action and attitude.. i could not even control my eyes to cry.. it's just a feeling that is so bad.. yes yes.. i keep telling my self i can do it.. i am alright.. i am okay.. but.. i could not lie myself that actually i am not at all okay..

Just a few hours ago i got a call from a friend.. a very lucky me to have a friend like them.. she give me a spirit.. she is telling me to not be a sad.. she told me that is okay.. and more than that.. she is helping me to heal a little worry inside of this small heart.. yes even though the worry is still flying everywhere but there is people that beside me.. thank you.. thank you for your past help,presents and for your future help.. sorry for trouble you for the past,present and for the coming day...

I believe that i will keep complain to or you.. i will telling you everything that is what i believe is okay to sharing and tell.. and i believe that you might be bored, might be tired to listen, might be exhausted to give opinion or advice.. but still i need you to give me support.. yes i know i should not depend to you people but after all i'm just the human.. and because of that i believe that it's okay for me to not be okay..

Tomorrow is the day that i had waiting for.. i hope for the best.. please let me do the best.. for the 100 days coming.. i pray for the best.. help me Allah.. and within this 100 day. I pray that i can do better.. i pray that i can learn and experience this journey.. yeayh.. i hope so..

Dear kiddies,dear my future students, dear toddlers,dear babies, dear my sweet,cute and adorable children... i promised that i will learn and trying my best to not be angry, to be fun and enjoyable, to be special to you and you are special to me, to understand you, listen you, to be patience and acknowledge everything.. and share with everyone the moments that belong us within 100 day..

Pray for me#100days positive words#100 days to lose 10kg#100days to keep positive#100 days to be fun#let us spread love and positive mind...


Saturday, August 9, 2014

Nursery Posting early childhood

Yesterday my friend i went to the place that where we are posting to.. and the first expression that we get from the principle just make us nervous..our heart beat just cant be infinity count.. apart from that we are just more dissapointed with the place that we are posting to. We still have to pay for our rent.. we have no allowance, we have to pay for transport,food and material that we are gonna to use.. and the best part is our place just not like what i imagine with.. yesterday i don't think out of the box even with thinking with the glue and close box with tape side to side..

Walking alone using ktm,erl to putrajaya make me more sensitive and unbreakable feeling.. my feeling just so so.. i have keep trying positive my self.. keep telling myself that it's alright..  but the negative  side will be follow after in the second.. just same as mind just so so.. i will keep myself positive..okay its fine.. that just started..

You know.. this was just beginning.. and it's gonna be more tough day by day.. and i just dont know what will i through.. my friend and i at that place we have to go through this, those and that and make this,those and that as the best or first experience and journey.. this is learning.. this is a journey.. but after all the learning and the journey that we are gonna have is we have to sacrifice more..

And now i should have to think how to be saving even that just not possible to make..


Make us strong.. may my friend and i can work well together.. we have to be complete each other.. helping each other and listen to each other.. it's seem possible but nothing is impossible.. we might fight.. we might hurt but help us to not take those feeling went to deep.. pray us to be forgive and forget.. pray us to be well working.. and make this as our learning.. may Allah bless us..

Gud luck all my friend that is going to practical.. we may have different experience.. different place but still we have the same journey.. may Allah bless us all.. make us strong and keep positive.. Insyaallah.. Aamiin..

11th OGOS 2014 to 7th NOVEMBER 2014


Friday, August 8, 2014

boycott issue - Gaza vs Israel 😬

There are some of us did not understand why we should boycott and boycott with appropriate way and good manner.

Nak boikot tidak salah dan di alu alukan tak nak memboikot pun tidak salah dan tidak wajib.. y salah adalah cara memboikot dengan menggunakan perkataan kesat, menyuruh pekerja berhenti kerja,meludah kepada pekerja dan membaling atau merosakkan..  dan mereka yang tidak memboikot pula tidak perlu lah mengutuk mereka yang   memboikot.. they hv their own way to help them not only just for pray and giving money.. yes yes this matter were not easier to be settled even with boycott. But it just a little thing that might help..

Memboikot juga bukan hanya kerana agama tetapi kerana penindasan terhadap mereka yang tidak bersalah apatah lagi terhadap kanak-kanak yang masih kecil,ibu-ibu yang mengandung yang dibunuh tanpa belas ihsan. Put yorself inside of them. Can you see.. You lost ur home? ur parents die ? Ur children lost you? You lost part of your body? You lost your children? You see everywhere is blood?  If this happen to you or me.. i believe that you or me would just want that was only nightmare.. nauzubillahiminzalik.. And believe this also.. if this..penindasan terjadi kepada mereka yang bukan beragama islam juga.. there..will be a people that going fight over them too. Is not just islam but it's humanity..

Memboikot dengan hanya sesetengah product juga bukan kesalahan besar kerana itu adalah perkara yang susah untuk dilaksanakan apatah lagi product-product tersebut telah menjadi darah daging. Tetapi mengutuk mereka yang memboikot sesetengah product pula adalah mereka yang cepat memandang rendah pada usaha yang kecil.

Membandingkan kehidupan di malaysia dan digaza pula adalah seperti membandingkan antara langit dan rumput..  we only can see their lose but we never taste their pain..

Menggunakan facebook pula sebagai medan adalah perkara yang normal dan universal. Sepertimana pada zaman dahulu mengutus surat dan menulis artikel sebagai jalan protes dan jalan penyebaran sesuatu maklumat samada yang tidak benar dan yang benar. Kenapa tidak manfaatkan teknologi yang ada itu?

Kita hidup bukan untuk selamanya..  jangan lupa kita xtahu apa yang terjadi hari esok dgn keselesaan yang kita kecapi hari ini.. yaa kita hidup di malaysia bukan di gaza.. tapi tidak semestinya kita menutup mata, hati dan akal dengan apa yang terjadi diluar sana.. hubungkan sel-sel otak kita yang berkembang itu dengan perkara yang positif.

Ikuti perkembangan dari anak malaysia yang hidup di gaza.. follow this young man.. bertahun tidak dapat pulang ke malaysia (Nadir Al-Nuri).. you may found yourself how difficult the real situation out there.. for him.. for the small children.. for the older.. for the people.. pray for gaza#free for palestine# ketakutan kita kegerunan kita tidak sedalam apa yang mereka lalui. We are just weak to compare then them..

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Perang gaza israel


Hmm malam ni cik wan hada xboleh nak tidur lg.. sekarang dah pukul 3.45. Sanggup p charge phone mati.. okay untungnya tefon kita.. bila mati charge kejap boleh hidup balik.. dan kita... dah mati xboleh dah hidup balik.. hidup pun nanti dekat padang masyar.. ya allah die me in solehah.. aamiin..

Okay sebab unexpected thing happen tonite.. rasa macam nak update blog..

Tadi before batery phone kong.. buka fb kejap lps tgk running man.. then cik wan hada ni terbaca la satu status ni pasal kenapa perlu boikot.. hmm tau2 jela.. product yang kita perlu boikot mmg banyak.. tetapi kita boikot la semampu yang kita rasa kita boleh.. status seorang kawan ni buat cwh rasa sangat sedih.. sedih sangat dan xsangka commenter yang sebegitu boleh datang darinya.. oleh kerana itu.. cwh telah membalas komen status updatenya dengan "too sad with you SR... read.. read a lot"... dan dia reply dengan why? Xcukup membaca ka dia.. fikir sejenak.. sblm menjadi keyboard warrior.. sesungguhnya i don't want to make this continue bigger or become problem with this friend.. so masa nak reply dan susun kata2 supaya tidak menjadi perselisihan faham .. tefon mati..

And when i switch on back.. he removed me as his friend.. rasa funny jga.. with one comment i had just being removed..

Dan begitulah manusia.. setiap pandangan sentiasa berlainan.. dan kelainan menjadikan sesuatu perkara itu luar biasa,rumit dan istimewa.oleh itu kita perlu tahu manfaatkan kelainan.. dan bukan dengan keputusan terburu2.. i don't lose anything.. i am still and holding with my own prinsip.. believe..

Gaza had so much suffer because of israel.. they killed the small little children.. they ruined their home,school,mosque and the worst thing they bombed the hospital.. where they need a place to less their pain.. is this HUMAN? everyday the children lose their family.. lose their friend.. their life not even like us.. we sleep.. we eat.. we even watching running man leisurely.. yes we think about them.. yes we feel pity.. yes we feel sad.. but inside some of us there are no empathy..  and that is why when a small thing we can do to help them.. why we don't? And when we loud, shout a word to boycott those product why you have to condemn? Why you those people who don't want to boycott talk like you are living this world alone? Just keep silent when you don't want to do.. people who shout and said, please boycott.. please boycott.. they don't even can't boycott at all.. but they are trying.. you are condemn them.. your words toward them just to strong.. it is true what some of people say " better you pray,sedekah" yes it is true.. but you have to know that boycott those product can help them..

It is just sad because those words come from you my dear friend.. do you know why.. again.. because they killed the children.. they killed their families.. the small children that i can't imagine how it's feel.. loses and pain..

About the workers.. we are not against them.. they should not be worry.. they are not going to be bombed.. they might be just lost their work.. we are against the company, product that colloborate with israel..  for me itself.. i have to give up for many things.. but i know i can't give up at all.. because the product.. we have use all over ages.. we have ate.. but now.. we may stop.. just slowly.. and slowly.. but still there are many people just against and condemn.. we against those product because they proudly said that they will help israel.. so why we still use them? They help israel and they killed those people.. the people that have no wrong..

why we need to boycott.. it' just because we might help them.. believe..

Let boycott mc donald this friday!

Those children did'nt play freely.. lets #Free Palestine#Free Gaza#Save the Children..  let we help them by doing small help together..


Saturday, August 2, 2014

Time fly

time please go fast.. i cant stay here at all.. i cant.. time please go forward.. i hv to move on.. this life.. people word seem cruel.. human attitude seem crazy..ease these feeling..

Just be sfs.. stay sfs dear me and you..

Friday, August 1, 2014

Quote raya2014

Always try to be more sensitive about people's feelings. because there are times when a tear means happiness and a smile means hurt.

I means it a lot..

Be strong..


Friday, July 4, 2014

6 Ramadhan


Ya allah ramadhan kali ini.. jadikanlah ia penuh makna buat aku ya allah.. aku yang lemah.. aku yang berdosa.. ya allah jadikan hati aku hanya untukMu.. ya allah... aku mohon ampunMu.. tunjukkan aku jalan yang benar ya allah.. hati aku yang kotor.. jiwa aku yang rapuh.. ya allah.. tunjukkan aku jalan.. ya allah jangan kau biarkan ramadhan kali ini hanya sia-sia buatku.. jadikan ramadhan kali ini menjadikan aku hamba yang patuh padaMu ya Allah.. ampunkan aku ya Allah.. bantu aku ya Allah.. berikan aku rahmatMu..  Aamiin..

Salam Ramadhan 


Tuesday, June 24, 2014

My lovely Trio

I learned that each child are special.. each child hv different of style,skill,and intelligent.. and this can be proved by being with this lovely kids..

i hv been taking care of my nephew and niece.. and i do believe that each of them are different.. when im being with them and my another niece and nephew.. i really hv to be patience.. and i always trying my best to do not being unfair.. but i know.. after all i am the human.. there are even a time they complaint about me that i'm not being fair.. and i know that it's true and not true..hihi.. especially when it's comes to my nephew acad.. 

However i believe, that i had learned many 8things thru my nephew and niece.. and there is a things that i can't learn thru book but it came from them.. and and and another things that i think i hv to learn even more.. that is PATIENCE..

Another one month to go.. hmm..

three of 13 nephew and niece


Friday, June 20, 2014

My niece,Milliy Ishqina Rose

Tonight was my first meeting with my 13 niece.. yess yes.. after and almost 3 month..

My new born niece.. the youngest of my mom and dad grandchild.. the first daughter and child of my sister and brother in law.. after all then.. my omma and appa had 13 grandchild..from the age of 20 to 3 month.. 6 boys and 7 girls.. thanks you Allah for the gifts that you give towards my parents..

And me.. i had no anymore of grandfather or grandmother but i bless that i had known them.. i bless for the love that i had from them.. thank you allah.. Allah.. please continue to loved them.. place them in the best place of yours.. Al-fatihah..

Oh Allah.. please grant my niece and nephew with your blessing.. give them the happiness, love,spirit to learn,genius,smart,the beauty of calm face, and the them to grow up as the healthy child and always care to each other and the people around them..Aamiin..   insyaallah..

hug and kiss


My nephew 12

Tonight i met my 13 niece.. and last two weeks i met my new born nephew.. a son from my brother and sis in law..  we are just met after a few months he was born and when we met it was only for a few hours.. soon we will be meet again.. yes during Hari Raya Puasa.. insyaallah.. suesue will going miss u and love u even more..

hug and kiss by suesue hada


Trying believing

it's okay not to be okay.. after all we are a human.. it'alright to feel hate.. after all we are still in the process to forgive and forget.. it's fine to feel annoyed.. after all we know we had a feeling and we know what are the taste.. it's should be alright to be angry,sad or disappointed because after all we learn to be happy, appreciated the feeling and control emotion.. and i means.. sometime it was really okay to be proud of ourselves cause there will be a time that we need the feeling to face any challenge.. yess it was all about believe.. and then..

It's really okay to not be okay after all we are a human (hami ashraff)


Monday, May 19, 2014

DreamHigh WorkSmart


erkk.. hmm..hmm.. what shall i talk about? just want share some part in this lyrics but i would like to make this as a quotes.. from my favorite singer..

"Dari jauh ku berlari mengejar mimpi-mimpi
Berat Rasanya ku dapatkan semua"

thousand things that in my mind that i can't express..Ya Allah..  what shall i do.. what is your plan Allah for me..  tomorrow will be my first paper for my final year here.. another two will be follow after.. Ya Allah..  help me Allah.. let me create the best words that going to pleasant my lecturer while marking the paper.. help me Allah.. Love me Allah...


Sunday, April 20, 2014

bertahan dengan bertegas

we can't really show what is inside our heart..
sometime without notice the others feelings are hurt or pain because of us..
we just said what we think that is the best only for us... for our heart..
and we are neglecting the other heart..

when we are hurt
we are pain..
we want tell what is that
we want tell why is that
we want tell the reason
but sometime.. we can't

nobody is not perfect to express the feeling..
to tell..
i hate to listen this, those or that
i don't want that
i don't like that

we can say the things that we agree..
we can object the things we don't agree
we can say the things that we want
we can't even say the things that we need..
because feeling in our self is different in different time..
because the feeling.. the situation is changing in different way..

we can not understand all the time..
that is why sometime..

let it be the things goes by the flow,,
either we hated or we liked..
let be us
sacrifice to be kind..
sacrifice to be nice..
in any way.. in any situation..

keberanian yang keji
menafi dengan yakin
dan keazaman yang tegas

menghadapi keadaan itu ini
dengan yakin,bertabah
dan bermuka tembok

anggapkan kata bohong sebagai benar
kalau tidak ingin dibongkarkan

berpura-pura tidak mendengar
berpura-pura tidak melihat
berpura-pura tidak ingin

bertahan dengan bertegas
jangan biar kata bohong dibongkarkan
jangan biar isi hati diketahui

if this the only way i can be sacrifice to be nice to the people
let it be.. let it be..
bertahan dengan bertegas


Wednesday, April 16, 2014

last minute job

2am in the morning .. i'm not yet sleep... bukan sebab not sleepy.. not also because i'm not tired.. but i must finish my last assignment tonite..

okay.. why we choose to do last minute job? sedangkan before, we have plenty of time compare than last minute.. is it? and the worst was me.. always.. study.. assignment.. in anything.. always last minute.. so then will my successful also will be last minute?

to be a student is not easy but it's easier if we are really plan.. and for my first time i really plan.. i cross everyday, day past.. that is the only i do.. my plan.. and i'm hunting to cross my day tomorrow..haha..

my last minute assignment still not finish.. and i'm already sleepy.. my mind, body everything is really in collapse condition.. i can't even think.. but i must to think.. i must to read.. oh my 2 journal..

bertahan.. bertahan.. yakinlah..yakinlah..
saya mampu lakukan..
(nyanyi ikut rentak lirik let it go! dengan penuh semangat)

i really wish to update that story between my friends and i.. yes.. it's sad story..
sad for those who feel sad.. 


Wednesday, April 9, 2014

dean list is it important?

yes yes yes.. it is no no... not much... oh my god.. for my lifetime... at least once for a lifetime.. but now.. i never got that reward yet... and it gonna be end.. that was my last long semester :(

i'm so so much sad right now.. feeling sad... i'm sad...

yess.. even though it was improved i feel something like kecewa gila.. ok not bad this feeling.. and really not bad.. it's feel like want to kill my self.. haha.. poyo sungguh..

ok dahh dah la.. before tomorrow morning kena wake up and positifkan diri.. dean list tu memang sangat bagus.. tapi xdapat dean list xsemestinya u don't need to reward yourself.. you have done the best.. and you should be bless.. Allah has the best plan for you.. for me.. Insyaallah.. Aamiin...

dear my creator,,

thanks for everything during my hard time.. thanks for giving me strength.. thanks for giving me a good friend to help me during my difficult time.. thank for giving the best of the family in the world to support my life.. thank Allah.. thanks you for giving me a chance to learn from the best lecturer.. thank you Allah...

Ya Allah.. please continue helping me.. build me to be positive and confident as well as i continue breath in this world.. i need the strength from you Allah.. even though that was feel a little sad but actually it was really good.. for me.. every person in this world have their own ability.. and it's just that i can have now.. i should be bless for the improvement...

thank you Allah..

it's near to the Dean List.. but not Dean List..
it's Okay.. pujuk hati.. pujuk hati...


Saturday, April 5, 2014

Development of 2 years old children

i am now turn two years old...

It’s so difficult to follow the ups and downs of a two-year-old. One moment he’s beaming and friendly; the next he’s sullen and weepy and often for no apparent reason. These mood swings, however, are just part of growing up. They are signs of the emotional changes taking place as your child struggles to take control of actions, impulses, feelings, and his body.

At this age, your child wants to explore the world and seek adventure. As a result, he’ll spend most of his time testing limits his own, yours, and his environment’s. Unfortunately, he still lacks many of the skills required for the safe accomplishment of everything he needs to do, and he often will need you to protect him.

When he oversteps a limit and is pulled back, he often reacts with anger and frustration, possibly with a temper tantrum or sullen rage. He may even strike back by hitting, biting, or kicking. At this age, he just doesn’t have much control over his emotional impulses, so his anger and frustration tend to erupt suddenly in the form of crying, hitting, or screaming. It’s his only way of dealing with the difficult realities of life. He may even act out in ways that unintentionally harm himself or others. It’s all part of being two.

Have sitters or relatives ever told you that your child never behaves badly when they’re caring for him? It’s not uncommon for toddlers to be angels when you’re not around, because they don’t trust these other people enough to test their limits. But with you, your toddler will be willing to try things that may be dangerous or difficult, because he knows you’ll rescue him if he gets into trouble.

Whatever protest pattern he has developed around the end of his first year probably will persist for some time. For instance, when you’re about to leave him with a sitter, he may become angry and throw a tantrum in anticipation of the separation. Or he may whimper, or whine and cling to you. Or he simply could become subdued and silent. Whatever his behavior, try not to overreact by scolding or punishing him. The best tactic is to reassure him before you leave that you will be back and, when you return, to praise him for being so patient while you were gone. Take solace in the fact that separations should be much easier by the time he’s three years old.

The more confident and secure your two-year-old feels, the more independent and well behaved he’s likely to be. You can help him develop these positive feelings by encouraging him to behave more maturely. To do this, consistently set reasonable limits that allow him to explore and exercise his curiosity, but that draw the line at dangerous or antisocial behavior. With these guidelines, he’ll begin to sense what’s acceptable and what’s not. To repeat, the key is consistency. Praise him every time he plays well with another child, or whenever he feeds, dresses, or undresses himself without your help, or when you help him to start with the activity and he completes it by himself. As you do, he’ll start to feel good about these accomplishments and himself. With his self-esteem on the rise, he’ll also develop an image of himself as someone who behaves a certain way—the way that you have encouraged—and negative behavior will fade.

by his second birthday your toddler may be interested in sharing his play space with a peer, but don't expect him to actually share his playthings in a combined activity (like pushing cars around a track or building a block tower together) just yet. Some 2-year-olds play briefly together, but it's more typical to see them playing side-by-side. Children this age often enjoy watching each other play and may even imitate one another. Two-year-old toddlers continue to be very clear about what they want, but they're starting to understand that sometimes they need to put others' needs ahead of their own.

introduce your child to the concept by playing a simple "My Turn, Your Turn," game. When you're playing the ipad, for instance, say "my turn" as you use the ipad, then hand the ipad to your toddler and say "your turn." Or you can set a timer and explain that when the bell rings it's time for someone else to have a turn with a toy. An unwillingness to share is developmentally normal for a 2-year old, but you can still start to introduce the concept to him.

Since two-year-olds normally express a broad range of emotions, be prepared for everything from delight to rage. However, you should consult your pediatrician if your child seems very passive or withdrawn, perpetually sad, or highly demanding and unsatisfied most of the time. These could be signs of depression, caused either by some kind of hidden stress or biological problems. If your doctor suspects depression, she’ll probably refer your child to a mental health professional for a consultation.


Wednesday, April 2, 2014

feeling alone and lonely

i have a good family, i have a good friends, clicks.. but, why i have this kinds of feeling.. empty.. Ya Allah.. don't let me down.. be with me.. stay with me.. let me happy inside and outside.. Ya Allah..

today, i have short dating with some friends, my clicks.. maybe it would be our last dating.. when i looked back to the picture.. i feel that i'm the most happy person.. the happy Kids.. but the truth after apart i'm alone and still lonely.. The Lone Kids.. Anyway and Actly i'm happy to meet them as my friends, my clicks.. i have through many lesson.. many things that one day will become a good memories to be remember..  i'm truly love them..

us <3.. thank you being my friend.. thank you for being beside me.. thank you for being my listener.. thank you talking with me.. thank you for everything that i can't say.. i love i love youls <3

it's just a feeling that came when i'm alone.. and the feeling that too lonely.. undescribe.. why is it? this kind of feeling only disappeared when i'm busy with works.. when i have a people that accompany me.. that stay beside me.. am i too depend to the human? ya allah.. let me be independent.. the survival that won't feel alone, sad or dissapointed..

Allah Allah Allah.. keep me faith on You.. keep me stronger believe in You.. whatever you do and decided please not left me alone.. i need you Allah.. to stay beside me.. to accompany me.. to depend on You Allah more than any human in this world.. love me Allah, help me Allah..


Tuesday, April 1, 2014

my niece 13

just can't believe it that my dear sister just becoming a mother.. a woman that had married..  yes yes yes.. times goes too fast.. i think it was yesterday that we are all together as family went for holiday together and She is still a virgin.. teheeee...

My niece.. milliy ishqina rose


Doa ketika hujan

Doa ketika hujan: اَللَّهُمَّ صَيِّبًا نَافِعًا Allahumma Shoyyiban Na’fian 

"Ya Allah turunkanlah hujan yang bermanfaat (HR. Bukhari) 

Berdoalah ketika hujan krn waktu itu doa mustajab: 

“Dua doa yang tidak pernah ditolak ; doa ketika waktu adzan dan doa ketika waktu hujan”. (HR. Hakim/dishahihkan oleh Adz-Dzahabi ).

Dear Readers,

sedekahkan Al fatihah buat arwah guruku.. arwah cikgu Ahmad Radzi bin Mahmood.. dia lah penghibur kami.. dialah pemberi insipirasi.. dialah pengkritik.. dialah guru kami guruku paling sporting..dialah guru makroekonomi kami.. kehilanganmu pasti cukup terasa.. namun Allah lebih sayang kamu Guruku.. terima kasih cikgu.. semoga Allah lapangkan kuburmu, dan tempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang soleh.. 


Almost four years past when i was form six.. ya Allah... time goes fast.. when we look back.. time goes slow when we are waiting.. Ya Allah.. make me become solehah to my parents.. please Allah.. die me when i'm in strong iman.. die me when i'm strong faith on you.. die me when im truly love you.. keep me strong believing in you Allah.. love me Allah.. Help me Allah..


Monday, March 31, 2014

Lessons Learned In Life


i love this page.. banyak ayat motivasi.. banyak ayat yang memberikan senyuman.. banyak ayat yang menyalurkan kekuatan.. 

kadang-kadang untuk sentiasa positif.. bukan hanya membaca buku.. tapi dengan hanya sepatah ayat.. 

ohh,, esok kelas pukul 8 pagi kot.. gudnite yuolss.. please don't sleep dalam kelas cik paling comel dan muk-muk... aigooo...


run for kidney

ohh.. i can't sleep.. biasalah.. nak kata insomania.. ehh xlah.. dalam bus..dalam KTM.. dalam taxi nk p class pun aku bole tido.. so aku up la two three post malam ni.. ngeh3.. 

last week i'm doing this.. on 22 mac 2014 at Kota Bharu.. exact place aku dah lupo namo gapo.. ngeh2.. sekolah apatah.. kui3..

dalam proses pertumbesaran.. 

ohh rasa patah kaki.. 6km naik turun jambatan.. the best moment adalah bila i feel do really proud to walk on the bridge.. like the song.. the bridge falling down.. ride the ferary.. kuang3.. that time also matahari sedang naik.. bahasa orang putih sunrise.. i really enjoy the view dengan angin sempoi2 bahasa..ohhh... and and and i'm not the last participation arive.. i'm the 400++... hahaha.. bangga kot.. serbaserbi nak bangga... hek3.. padahal xde benda pun nak dibangga kata orang-orang.. but i feel proud to my self.. i can do.. i can walk.. and the most that made me happy.. i feel bless.. Thank you Allah for giving strength for my leg to walk.. for my foot to step.. for my hand to feel.. for ear to listen and eyes to see.. for myself to experiences this.. thank you Allah.. 

more than 1500 people join this..and i am the 400++ .. haha i'm not running or having a competition or to become winner.. my mission just finish 6km with walk.. run only after the first visel ditiup and after 10 step or more i just can only walk.. kalo lari jer habis jantung rasa dupdap dupdap.. sungguh laju dan pantas.. hik3.. disitu juga saya sedar tahap stamina saya.. ohh sangat lemah... macamna lah sekiranya saya dikejar dan terpaksa berlari??

ohh kalo hado phone canggih mesti dah banyak aku selfie sambil berlari.. eh berjalan..ngeh3.. misi 
( beli tefon baru dan canggih dan paling murah )

ohh.. kejadian yang super under expectation happened also.. i'm super ashamed.. tambah-tambah lagi nurse tu know my mom.. aigoo..memalukan betul.. bangsa dan nusa.. heh3.. aku nak elak malu.. aku gelak.. over.. untuk cover.. dalam hati tuhan saja yang tahu... 

last two days on 28 mac aku volunteer dekat satu rumah anak yatim ni.. ada story kat sini.. ada gambar.. tapi with my friend.. hohoho...

lalala.. gudnite.. 8 weeks to go

when you still can walk.. keep walking.. don't even dream to use wheelchair..


Importance of play to children

Child development experts agree that play is very important in the learning and emotional development of all children. Play is multi-faceted. Although it should be a fun experience for the child, often many skills can be learned through play. Play helps children learn relationship and social skills, and develop values and ethics, Play should always be considered an essential part of a child’s early education.

Functional play helps children to develop motor and practice skills. This kind of play is normally done with toys or objects that are stackable, can be filled with water or sand or playing outdoors. Water play or sand play is a favorite amongst pre-school children and a valuable teaching tool. This type of play can make up about 50% of the type of play that toddlers through 3year-old children practice.

Constructive play is characterized by building or creating something. Toys that encourage this type of play are simple puzzles, building blocks, easy craft activities, and puppets. Normally 4 or 5 year old children enjoy this type of play, but it continues to be enjoyable into the first and second grades of school. 

Hands and fingers are the best first art tools. Soon they will manage thick paint brushes, wedges of sponge, wax crayons, and hunky chalks. It is advised to avoid rushing a child into making something in particular. Letting them do what they want encourages individuality and decision making. Toddlers also enjoy play dough because they can get hands and fingers in it for poking, rolling, and shaping. This type of play develops thinking and reasoning skills, problem solving, and creativity.

Pretend play allows children to express themselves and events in their lives. Normally a child will transform themselves or a play object into someone or something else. This type of play is popular with children in preschool and kindergarten and it tends to fade out as they enter primary school. Pretend play helps children process emotions and events in their lives, practice social skills, learn values, develop language skills, and develop a rich imagination. Because of the important skills that are developed through this type of play, efforts should be made to encourage children to pretend.

Playing games that have a definite structure or rules do not become dominant until children start to enter elementary school. Board games, simple card games, ball games or skipping games that have specific rules will teach children cooperation, mutual understanding, and logical thinking.

A playground can be a turned into a learning experience for a child. Although a playground traditionally has certain elements, these elements may pose an unsafe surrounding for your child if the equipment is not properly supervised or built of unsafe materials. To provide a safe environment that allows gross motor activity it is important that some considerations of the equipment be made. The following elements have been found to be unsafe in group care settings:

Metal slides can cause burns when they are exposed to direct sunlight. The intense sunlight in a tropical climate heats metal to very high temperatures.
Enclosed tunnel slides make observation difficult and can allow one climbing child above the enclosed tunnel to fall on top of another at the tunnel exit.
Traditional seesaws can result in injuries when one child unexpectedly jumps off.
Spring mounted, rocking toys with very heavy animal seats can strike a child. (There are acceptable, lighter weight rocking toy alternatives.)
Swings, other than tire swings, can easy hit a waiting child and cause injury. Light weight plastic seat swings pose a much lower chance hurting a child.
Things to look for in a Preschool Curriculum

It is important that when considering an early education facility, caregivers and teacher in the facility have knowledge of the cultural supports for the language and literacy learning of the children and families they are serving. They need to have sufficient skills in guiding small groups of children in order to give full attention to individual young children’s language and literacy efforts. They need to be able to draw out shy children while they help very talkative ones begin to listen to others as well as to speak. Caregivers or teachers need to arrange environments that are symbol rich and interesting without being overwhelming to infants and toddlers. Even the simplest exchange becomes a literacy lesson when it includes the warmth of a relationship coupled with words, their concepts, and perhaps a graphic symbol.

To be effective, an early year’s curriculum needs to be carefully structured. In that structure, there should be three strands: provision for the different starting points from which children develop their learning, building on what they can already do; relevant and appropriate content which matches the different levels of young children's needs; and planned and purposeful activity which provides opportunities for teaching and learning both indoors and outdoors.

If your child is between the ages of three and six and attends a preschool or kindergarten program, the National Association for the Education of Young Children (NAEYC) suggests you look for these 10 signs to make sure your child is in a good classroom.

  • Children spend most of their time playing and working with materials or other children. They do not wander aimlessly and they are not expected to sit quietly for long periods of time.
  • Children have access to various activities throughout the day. Look for assorted building blocks and other construction materials, props for pretend play, picture books, paints and other art materials, and table toys such as matching games, pegboards, and puzzles. All the children should not necessarily all be doing the same activity at the same time.
  • Teachers work with individual children, small groups, and the whole group at different times during the day. They do not spend all their time with the whole group.
  • The classroom is decorated with children's original artwork, their own writing with invented spelling, and stories dictated by children to teachers.
  • Children learn numbers and the alphabet in the context of their everyday experiences. The natural world of plants and animals and meaningful activities like cooking, taking attendance or serving snack provide the basis for learning activities.
  • Children work on projects and have long periods of time (at least one hour) to play and explore. Worksheets are used little, if at all.
  • Children have an opportunity to play outside every day. Outdoor play is never sacrificed for more instructional time.
  • Teachers read books to children individually or in small groups throughout the day, not just at group story time.
  • Curriculum is adapted for those who are ahead as well as those who need additional help. Teachers recognize that children's different backgrounds and experiences mean that they do not learn the same things at the same time in the same way.
  • Children and their parents look forward to school. Parents feel secure about sending their child to the program. Children are happy to attend; they do not cry regularly or complain of feeling sick.


Why early childhood is important

Early childhood is a crucial stage of life in terms of a child's physical, intellectual, emotional and social development. Growth of mental and physical abilities progress at an astounding rate and a very high proportion of learning takes place from birth to age six. It is a time when children particularly need high quality personal care and learning experiences.

Education begins from the moment the child is brought home from the hospital and continues on when the child starts to attend playgroups and kindergartens. The learning capabilities of humans continue for the rest of their lives but not at the intensity that is demonstrated in the preschool years. With this in mind, babies and toddlers need positive early learning experiences to help their intellectual, social and emotional development and this lays the foundation for later school success.

First Three Years

During the first three years parents will be the main influence in the child’s learning experience and education. What parents do and expose their children to has a vast impact on the development of the child. Parents sometimes forget that an interested parent can have a tremendous impact on a child’s education at any age. If the parents choose to participate in a Mothers and Toddlers group or child-care arrangements, including family babysitting or center-based child care, these all have the potential to provide high-quality, individualized, responsive, and stimulating experiences that will influence the child’s learning experience. With this in mind, a child in a negative enjoinment could also result in negative effects as well. This fact makes it essential that the environment that the child is placed in during these early years be as positive and intellectually stimulating as possible. Very strong relationships are imbedded in everyday routines that familiar caregivers provide. It is the primary caregiver that a child learns to trust and looks to for security and care.

Speech development is one of the first tools that a child will demonstrate in his/her lifelong education. Wordlessly at first, infants and toddlers begin to recognize familiar objects and to formulate the laws that systematically govern their properties. With encouragement through books and interaction, toddlers soon pick up vocabulary.

It is really useful to understand how language unfolds. The first words that toddlers learn are normally the names of familiar people and objects around them. Then they learn words that stand for actions. Only then do they start to have the words that describe their world, that are about ideas. This development is usually in the second part of the second year of life. A parent or caregiver can have a vast impact on a child’s speech development by the amount of time that is spent talking with and reading to a child.

Every caregiver can, in culturally appropriate ways, help infants and toddlers grow in language and literacy. Caregivers need presence, time, words, print, and intention to share language and literacy with infants and toddlers. All five qualities are important but it is intention that can turn a physical act like putting away toys or lining up at preschool into a delightful learning experience. Even a trip to the grocery store can be turned into a vocabulary lesson about colors and the names of fruits.


Sunday, March 30, 2014

ALLAH sayang kita

Ketika kita mengeluh:
“eeeiii, aku penat sangat..."
ALLAH menjawab: (وَجَعَلْنَا نَوْمَكُمْ سُبَاتًا) “ Dan KAMI jadikan tidurmu utk istirehat (An Naba' : 9)
Ketika kita mengeluh: “Beratnya dugaan ni, tak sanggup rasanya aku..."
ALLAH menjawab : (لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا) “ AKU tidak membebani seseorang, melainkan sesuai kesanggupan” (Al Baqarah : 286)
Ketika kita mengeluh : “Serabutnyaa..."
ALLAH menjawab : ( ُأَلَا بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ الْقُلُوب) “ Hanya dgn mengingatku hati akan menjadi tenang” (Ar Ra'd : 28)
Ketika kita mengeluh: “Apa yg aku buat ni semua sia-sia..."
ALLAH menjawab : (ُفَمَنْ يَعْمَلْ مِثْقَالَ ذَرَّةٍخَيْرًايَرَه) "Siapa yg mengerjakan kebaikan sebesar biji zarah sekalipun, nescaya ia akan melihat balasannya ” (Al Zalzalah : 7)
Ketika kita mengeluh: “ tak dak sorang pun yg nak tolong aku..."
ALLAH menjawab: (ْوَقَالَ رَبُّكُمُ ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُم) “ Berdoalah (mintalah) kepadaKU, nescaya Aku kabulkan” (Al Ghafir : 60)
Ketika kita mengeluh : “ Aku sedihh sangat...”
ALLAH menjawab: ِ ( لَا تَحْزَنْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَنَا ) “ Jgnlah kamu berduka cita, sesungguhnya Allah beserta kita " (At Taubah : 40)
Jgn byk mengeluh . Banyakkan bersabar dan teruskan kehidupan ini , dgn taqwa..


Tuesday, March 25, 2014

heart breaking TWO


this is my second post about MH370..

Mac 10 2014, everyone shock with the news
facebook,twitter,blog and any other social networking update with
#Pray for MH370
everyone was confused
everyone was curiosity
most of the people watching to the press conference.
to the day, no changes TV broadcast..

After the day day and day
Captain Zaharie investigated
through his Background, own Simulator, Family, House
And there are people who forget
He is One of the flight
MH370 passenger

later on through press conference
MH370 was Hijacked
who is He?
how many people involved?
what is the motive?
where the plane Landed?

Yesterday through Prime Minister
MH370 crashed in the Ocean Hindi
none of dead body found
no light fragments arise

today again
social networking full with
#pray for MH370
mourning respect for MH370 passenger
it's like ended of the story flight MH370

if it's Hijacked
do you think they(terrorist) want die in ocean Hindi?
if it's crashed
then find first the evidence...

i think better 
we start now with
 #pray for MALAYSIA


heart breaking ONE


today was my first day... start with my last and final semester.. i have another 9week to be strong.. to have fun..and enjoy everyday.. to take and get all the knowledge.. the benefits and the information... i have to be strong..

yesterday was my last day 2week semester break at hometown.. and the day that i feel really long to stay.. the another thing that i know about myself.. that i want to run if something came up.. i want to walk away if something give me pain.. i could not endure it.. i could not lie and pretend that nothing happen.. i become someone that can't control the emotion.. i feel like want to kick and scream.. when the people force me then i become to being rude..

you people play with my emotion.. you keep repeating the same words and annoying question.. why don't you just accept my answer.. why you need to know the reason? why you use annoying word.. why? what is your reason? i am appreciate for what you have done to me before.. i am sorry for being rude.. but i don't need to ask sorry for any other thing.. i am not done any wrong.. because your words keep annoying me and force me to fight back in any other way.. i just can't talk the truth and you keep other to judge me in a wrong way.. start from today.. i won't tell you anything.. if i am sad.. if i am angry.. if i am scared.. if i am hurt.. if i am happy.. if i am need anything.. i won't.. i won't tell you anything what happen to me here.. i won't let anyone know what happening is here...  your annoying words and i am going to make come true.. not only for few days but for many many days.. i will try my hard to not depend on you, you, you or you anymore...

i try my best to not show my emotion.. to control my word and action.. i told everyone the same reason.. you can't accept and keep judging.. keep asking and using annoying words..  it's better to accept my said either then question me and judging me..if you don't start then i won't end up with that way or this way.. i have my own reason why i do that.. why i don't want that.. to tell you the truth.. never..


Friday, March 21, 2014

SPM result


hmm setelah sekian lama.. xupdate new post.. 7 years past.. macam macam dah dilalui.. samada kecik.. besar.. pendek..tinggi..gemuk..kurus.. kiri.. kanan..depan..belakang..atas.. bawah.. a lot and many things that i have face..

my result would be really bad at the time.. back then, when i looked on how i am thinking last 7years.. how thousand tears that have been drop little by little or non stop crying or keep crying.. it's just the way i am.. i keep silent my mouth.. i keep my voice.. countless gold in my mouth.. everyone said it's just SPM.. to comfort me.. but deep heart they are frustrated.. And me.. having a complicated feeling..

yesterday.. SPM result came out.. and today i remember those day when i was 17++ years old.. the day when i found out my friend become success with their own achievement.. their hardworking worth.. their smiling face to the ears.. And me just someone that look really fail.. pretend to smile and words to please own self and congratulation the friend who success.. all word become one.. jealously sad angry afraid shy.. everyday become really tiresome and stressful..

yesterday.. there are some of the candidate would have the same feeling as mine.. or maybe better than mine.. and i know the feeling when the result was not like as what the dream should draw..

Dear SPM canditate 2013..
 i wish that you are strong than me.. your emotion.. your feeling.. don't be much in pain.. don't be hurt.. keep moving.. keep believing that there will be a place for you too doing something meaningful in your life.. there is still many alphabet can you go or make a choice.. if you fail for the first, second or third alphabet. then there are still have C, D, E to Z..  you may choose any alphabet.. once you choose the alphabet then make it the best as you can..

the best as you can! what i means here not like you are pressure yourself to be the best.. to please everybody.. but through your day as a meaningful day.. not like you can't be lazy but you need to double your hardworking when you are lazy.. not like that you can't go to travel, eating, sleeping, shopping, listening,watching but the way you through your day and enjoy your every little things with grateful..

keep your target, mission.. not a big one.. just a small one and someday the little target will help you to achieve your big one.... you may dream.. but keep moving even if it's just 1cm.. the moving will longer and longer and believe the day.. the good day will came to you..

today, i am not yet a person who are success or reward as best student.. till now i never had.. because i know i am better than anyone.. but today i am the one who will proud my self if i got 1cm improved.. it is just the only way that i can motivate myself to be better, improve our self to be better and one good day will came to us..   i you or us who are had fail.. do not feel inferior.. love yourself.. proud yourself.. ignore cruel word from other and take the only positive one.. any negative word that came please take as a grant. please look forward and do better.. tell yourself that you can do it well and well you can do it!

keep doing this.. 

anyway.. i am congratulation to all the candidate that have been success today.. don't stop yet.. there are still many things that you have to face.. this lives.. today is challenging.. you might be fall in anytime.. watch your step.. and go forward.. run to your ambition..

you have done your best! i am congratulation  to you people who are really work hard and try your best.. you are worth to get that!


Sunday, March 9, 2014

where the aeroplane?

i'm still keep thinking about them.. still thinking and thinking where the aeroplane..

ya allah.. jika kapal terbang itu dilangit maka munculkanlah
ya allah.. jika kapal terbang itu di laut maka timbulkan
ya allah.. ya allah.. ya allah.. tunjukkanlah jalan mu ya allah..

sampai sekarang aku xboleh buka facebook..nak stroll kebawah ramai orang update.. gambar kapal terbang merata-rata.. yang dulu gambar itu menjadi kegilaanku.. tapi sekarang gambar itu menjadi satu perasaan yang sangat nyilu.. really undescribe.. aku xboleh tengok gmbr families diorang aku turut menangis.. aku dpt rasa kesedihan.. aku dapat rasa pelbagai persoalan.. ya allah berilah kekuatan kepada mereka..

sebaknya rasa.. sakitnya rasa.. ya allah kau berilah keselamatan kepada mereka.. Aamiin..


Sunday, March 2, 2014

Research Paper1

Lompat-lompat atas kotak,
Tulis nombor pakai kapur,
Beli rumah berlambak-lambak,
Rumah kotak akhirnya hancur.

Bagai hilang semangat ini keyakinanku
terlebur kini ohoii oppaku capital R1
hmm,, research aku penuh dengan kata2 semangat sir.. siap guna pen merah lagi.. aku happy sangat.. sangat happy.. kawan2 aku yang lain xdelah dapat kata-kata semangat sebanyak aku dari sir.. tu yang membuatkan aku double happy.. hmmm...

hmm happylah kan.. sampai hmm dua tiga kali.. ok aku stress tengok paper research.. kenapa byk sgt salah? kenapa kesalahan kecik sir nmpk sangat.. huhuhu... sir oh sir.. manalah sy nak cari characteristics? macam orang gila dah saya cari definition.. tu pun dapat dua tiga patah jer.. macam dah give up pun ada.. huhuhu..

setiap kesalahan itu mendewasakan kita, terima kasih sir.. sekurang-kurangnya saya nampak kesalahan saya sampai sy dah xtau nak start balik mcmna..hihuhihu

seronoknya tengok kertas research yang lain.. bersih jer.. xde bknlah xde tp kurang.. hmm ok, salah aku juga... tp otak ni dah xde idea mana lg nak cari macam mana dah nak mulakan balik.... kadang-kadang laptop pun dah mereng... loading kemain lama macam tuan dia.. huhu..

ada jenis kawan pula yang orang dia nak tgk.. y dia xnk bg tgk.. bt diam bt dengar xdengar orng mintak.. hmm.. walaupun bkn y aku punya dia nk tgk..hahaha.. ada jenis kawan yang orang dia nak tgk yang dia pun bg tgk.. kan bagus mcm tu.. ada jenis kawan pula.. yang dia, bagi jer tengok. yang orng xnak tgk pun.. sebab dia yakin dia buat betul semua.. h h h.. ada jenis kawan, yang dia yang orng pun dia xnak amik tahu.. ouhh cool sangat.. syukurlah aku punya kawan-kawan y begini.. 

kerana kawan jenis2 mcam ni la buat aku makin stronger.. untuk lebih buat yang terbaik.. tak kira baik buruk kawan kita.. kita kena tengok pula baik buruk diri kita.. Okey :D terima kasih kawan-kawan.. atas segala layanan yang anda berikan.. setiap dari anda amat saya hargai *smile*

focus yokk.. fighting!
merah itu pemberi semangat..hik3


Tuesday, February 25, 2014

passenger "let her go"

Let Her Go

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
And you let her go (oh, oh, ooh, oh no)
Will you let her go?

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

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