Monday, November 30, 2015

Doa

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1. Doa Mohon Rahmat.

رَبَّنَا لَا تُزِغْ قُلُوبَنَا بَعْدَ إِذْ هَدَيْتَنَا وَهَبْ لَنَا مِنْ لَدُنْكَ رَحْمَةً إِنَّكَ أَنْتَ الْوَهَّابُ

Rabbabaa Laa Tuzigh Quluubanaa Ba’da Idz Hadaitanaa wa Hab Lana Mil-Ladunka Rahmatan Innaka Antal-Wahhaab

Maksudnya: “Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan karuniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau; kerana sesungguhnya Engkau-lah Maha Pemberi (karunia).” (Surah Ali Imran ayat 7)

2. Doa Mohon Teguhkan Hati Kepada Agama.

يَا مُقَلِّبَ الْقُلُوْبِ، ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِي عَلَى دِيْنِكَ

Yaa Muqallibal Quluub, Tsabbit Qalbi ‘Ala Diinik

Maksudnya: “Wahai Zat yang membolak-balikkan hati, teguhkan hati kami di atas agama-Mu.” (HR. Ahmad dan at Tirmidzi)

Love,
teamoHada

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Ibu

hari Ahad minggu lepas.. i ate my mom fried meehon.. makan sungguh sungguh after craving about a week..

hari Ahad minggu lepas.. around 8.30pm.. mom was rushed to emergency..

Yesterday after a week.. before forth night from yesterday night.. mom left dad alone with us.. their children..

26 Disember 2015, 1405, Thursday..

And this is the real happened.. im not having nightmare or what.. this is the real.. mom left to another world..

إِنَّا لِلّهِ وَإِنَّـا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعونَ

Al-fatihah,
بِسۡـــــــــمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡـمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِـــــــيمِ ﴿١﴾
الْحَمْدُ لِلَّـهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِينَ ﴿٢﴾
الرَّحْمَـٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ ﴿٣﴾
مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ ﴿٤﴾
إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ ﴿٥﴾
اهْدِنَا الصِّرَاطَ الْمُسْتَقِيمَ ﴿٦﴾
صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ غَيْرِ الْمَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلَا الضَّالِّينَ ﴿٧﴾ـ

آمِيّنْ...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, ampunilah ibuku, Halimah binti Mat Noor, kasihilah ibuku, maafkanlah ibuku, muliakanlah tempat ibuku, Sucikanlah ibuku dari segala kesalahan sebagaimana pakaian disucikan dari najis. Gantikan untuk ibuku rumah yang lebih baik dan indah dari rumah sebelumnya, gantikan untuk ibuku keluarga yang lebih baik dari keluarganya, gantikan untuknya  (pasangan) yang lebih baik dari pasangannya. Masukkanlah ibuku ke dalam syurga dan lindungilah ibuku dari azab kubur, fitnah kuburdan azab neraka.

آمِيّنْ... آمِيّنْ  آمِّيْنَ يَا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِيْن

Love,
Hada

Saturday, November 28, 2015

Aku tahu bukan mimpi

Aku bangun..aku sedar aku kini anak yatim . Aku cuma ada ayah.. aku hidup..aku tahu tuhan wujud.. tuhan berkuasa.. cuma aku lalai aku lupa tuhan maha berkuasa.

Aku fikir semua salah.. tapi rupannya aku yang sendiri salah.. if they don't do.i should do.. aku

Aku yang salah. Maaf ibu.. maaf ayah.. maaf kakak kakak.. maaf abang abang.. maaf anak anak buah ku.. maaf.. aku yang salah..

Friday, November 27, 2015

Andai cuma mimpi

Mimpi aku lama sekali.. aku tidur.aku bangun.aku tidur.aku bangun. Mimpi aku masih tidak habis.. kenapa mimpi aku kali ini lama..

Aku lihat.. aku dengar.. aku rasa.. mimpikah? Ya allah aku mimpi kenapa lama sangat ini.. ya allah.. lama.. sakit hati aku allah.. dada sakit.. mimpi apa ini.. aku dengar..kuat..kuat..kuat..

Benarkah aku bermimpi? Atau sebenarnya realiti.. ya allah.. ya allah.. bangunkan aku..

Aku paksa mata aku pejam.. aku paksa mata aku pejam.. aku ingin ini mimpi.. aku harap ini mimpi..tapi seperti bukan.. aku alami.. aku dengar ya allah..  maaf. Aku tak kuat untuk bangun buat seketika..

Dalam mimpi.. aku menangis banyak.. aku marah.. aku sedih.. aku kecewa.. aku menangis lagi.. tidak seperti aku bermimpi.. cuma aku pejam mata.. aku paksa mata aku pejam mata.. aku cuma harap bila aku bangun.. cuma mimpi..

Andai cuma mimpi...
Esok aku bangun.. tulisan ini tidak akan wujud..

Dan..maka..
Aku bukan bermimpi..

Allah.. Allah.. Allah..

LH,
Hada

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

I don't care

I told u when my heart got different direction.. then im no longer to keep evryrthing what i feel inside by myself.. im no longer hold my words. My action. My attitude. U will see unexpected me.. i will show my discomfort feel.. eventhough not everything.. u will see my tantrums. U will see something unexpected from me.   That was when i felt really bad and im no longer care what people will thought about me.. these day.. im no longer can't keep my heart say.. when i want to say i will.. im no longer keep inside.. yes eventhough i dont tell everything what my heart say but i act..  its just that i cant keep inside anymore..

I know in return when my heart get the normal beat.. i hv to survive in other ways.. but for now.. im no longer thinks about future. Yet what happened now was the present.. tomorrow is later.. then i wont care anymore.

I dont care if u think im rude.. i dont care if u think im rough.. i know myself better than you.. i dont care..

Because..

What happens now is the present.

Haters,
Hada

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Hurt

Have you been hurt by people around you? Sure you do.. so do i.. i have a very complicated personalities when i have been hurt by people around me.. somehow i get them back.. just like a quotes said; what you give you get back.. but somehow i choose to be quiet and silence my dearself.. its feel good for a while.. but when the things happened push too far.. i dont know how to pull it back..

More than that.. i also cant easily forgive people.. worst than that i hardly to ask sorry for my could be (mistake).. whether in the situation i was wrong or the person were wrong.. there are quotes said; memaafkan memberi jalan kepada kebahagiaan..  tanpa mengambil kira siapa yang salah dan siapa yang betul.. and im not this particular person.. who easily said sorry or even ask for the forgiveness.. Am i that nobel? So i dont need to lower my head? But actually it was not like that..

I really want to forget and start a new but its difficult to do so.. everytime i met with end road then its always give me a big stuck in difficulities.. my head.. my brain.. my emotion...my heart.. my action.. my word wont give me a cooperation.. they will split into the pieces and come out with the end unexpected decission..

Allah.. im the worst and i know i should not living like this..

Semakin dibiarkan semakin berlarutan

Love,
teamoHada

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