just now listened to a friend another story.. the conflicted between 3 sahabat.. hmm.. i have been there.. in the situation.. but in different experience..and i know how much the pain..
from the past i got the morale.. i believe and try as best as i can to hold the prinsip of forgive everyday and every second of my breath.. and i try.. sebanyak and sekecil kuman sekalipun.. i want to try my best.. i dont want to repeat the same things again.. for today and upcoming day.. i just wish and want to create so many good things and memory.. everytime i flashback the time.. tears always came down.. nobody is wrong.. its just a things that everyone need to accept the weak and kelebihan of each other.. and kalau kita still rasa sakit.. kita kena cepat heal.. so sakit tu xmelarat.. and kalau kita jaga hati kita dari terasa sakit... kita xakan sakit.. marah kita.. cuba reduce slowly.. sakit kita biar kita share.. supaya kesalahan xakan berulang..and i will keep trying..
even now.. everytime i feel hurt.. i keep to not take to deep.. i cry and marah sangat2 and then after.. i will just fine.. im not keep it anymore..
setiap dari kita.. we have different experience.. the road that we choose also could be different.. apatah lagi sikap kita.. accept each other and perbaiki diri to be better.. not to anyone else but just for own benefits..
berkawan beribu belum tentu sorang dapat tolong kita.. berkawan sorang belum tentu selamanya.. berkawan bertiga belum tentu xda y xterluka..
yang penting kita jaga hati kita..alone will be such pathetic, so even or odd number of friend sekalipun xkan effect.. bila kita jaga hati kita dari tidak rasa sakit.. insyaallah it would be fine.. and great things to be remember..
and we hv problem or situation that really hard and we need our friend to help.. we cannot and never ever expect our friend can help us in return.. they might have their own things to do.. if we do nicest things to them.. that is what might help us later without we never realize..and when we do something.. we do what we like and follow what our heart say.. biar ikhlas.. so that.. in future.. we wont keep talk.. if no then say no.. if yes then okay.. be flexible..
biar jadi macam semut hitam atas batu hitam di malam yang gelap -,-
Ya Allah,semoga yang indah indah saja..