Yesterday my friend i went to the place that where we are posting to.. and the first expression that we get from the principle just make us nervous..our heart beat just cant be infinity count.. apart from that we are just more dissapointed with the place that we are posting to. We still have to pay for our rent.. we have no allowance, we have to pay for transport,food and material that we are gonna to use.. and the best part is our place just not like what i imagine with.. yesterday i don't think out of the box even with thinking with the glue and close box with tape side to side..
Walking alone using ktm,erl to putrajaya make me more sensitive and unbreakable feeling.. my feeling just so so.. i have keep trying positive my self.. keep telling myself that it's alright.. but the negative side will be follow after in the second.. just same as today..my mind just so so.. i will keep myself positive..okay its fine.. that just started..
You know.. this was just beginning.. and it's gonna be more tough day by day.. and i just dont know what will i through.. my friend and i at that place we have to go through this, those and that and make this,those and that as the best or first experience and journey.. this is learning.. this is a journey.. but after all the learning and the journey that we are gonna have is we have to sacrifice more..
And now i should have to think how to be saving even that just not possible to make..
Crying
Make us strong.. may my friend and i can work well together.. we have to be complete each other.. helping each other and listen to each other.. it's seem possible but nothing is impossible.. we might fight.. we might hurt but help us to not take those feeling went to deep.. pray us to be forgive and forget.. pray us to be well working.. and make this as our learning.. may Allah bless us..
Gud luck all my friend that is going to practical.. we may have different experience.. different place but still we have the same journey.. may Allah bless us all.. make us strong and keep positive.. Insyaallah.. Aamiin..
11th OGOS 2014 to 7th NOVEMBER 2014
Love,
teamoHada
