Staying close with adhd kids somehow make me think that i might have Adhd traits too..
Easily getting angry
Sensitive to sensory
Starring at nowhere
Low self esteem
Suicide minds/blackmail*need to extra monitor
Hurting themselves and people around
Lack of focussing
Those traits is bring out frustrated,annoyed and exhausted for both parties involved.. however, if you know how to turn those traits into positive way.. you seriously will surprise how good and skills they are..
So.. i can tell myself i can't endure it anymore. I hate myself evenmore when i have to face all those sick environment.. so yesterday is my 4th day crying after a long long time did'nt cried.. i hate that even more.. but a heart felt more relieved.. my eyes did'nt hold any pain of tears..
I just want to rest.. and have a long long long rest..