1st things what i did not told just now is about my laptop.. i did not know what happen.. just then last few weeks the delete button seem crazier..and my submit research that has been check by my lecturer also still not arrived.. missing in action.. i don't know where the documents go (pos malaysia).. things that seem more complicated and stressful when my second internship at bandar baru bangi.. and was like errrr.. i dont know where is it??? and when i asked about where to stay and so on its look like nothing can help.. talk to mom or dad? ermm.. alone and i feel alone.. then i have to walk alone from kl shah alam(internship workshop) and talk to my lecturer(Alhamdulillah sir was helping) and straight to bangi.. again im alone.. i have to take a cab.. and what i plan is taking a train( erl putrajaya- ktm bangi )and my friend or shall i say a new roomate will came and pick up me there.. but then.. sis said (bil xdpt dihubungi).. i should just took a cab from putrajaya to bangi.. again i refuse like i am the most strong girl in the world.. then in a cab i ask about the fee.. the driver also said the same thing which is send me straight to bandar baru bangi.. the original plan was from ktm bangi but because im early and she's odw to bangi then i ask the driver to drop me at pkns bangi.. and actually why i did that because the driver call his friend and ask about his place and talk about 'keris' and scary things.. i do feel some insecure and took a decision to stop at pkns bangi... i think its better... but then unfortunately she text me and said her sis car is full already and request me to took a cab from pkns bangi.. oh God.. i do feeling too much down (macam nak terjun bangunan 20 tingkat.. ok TIPU-,-) about 2 hours wondering alone there.. i took kfc as breakfast and stay there alone and too much miserable.. at the same time they played a sentimental song and those make me feel more alone and alone.. (tears getting fall)(red eyes)... then i turn on wifi button and open dramaload web to watching korean drama 'healer'.. ohhh too much miserable alone....ok.. tetiba the mind said i need a boyfriend!!! after 2 part in episode 18 i stop watching.. i took my two luggage and again walking to find a cab -,- seriously im all alone!!! and tett tett tett..... i arrived at my new room..place.. that was a flat.. and the house is the highest peak.. and there is no lift!!! omg!! kuruslah mak -,-
but then luckily the house is so-so just fine.. but what i like the most is my room have a cupboard and i have my own bed.. ohh yeayy!! however, the room temperature is too hot!!! hmm -,-
and now is thinking about my research, laptop and thinking about what was happened to my duos is actually more heart breaking!!! ohh i can't breath!! oh pleaseee -,-
Love,
teamoHada
