at 10.30 am.. mom giving me money and told to buy a new laptop (i ask sis to accompany and send my laptop to format.. and at that time.. sis is suggested to buy a new laptop).. actually this is what i wanted the most since my first year at collegue.. but then i have thinking of something else.. -,- im sorry for being ungrateful.. somehow and sometime.. when you are losing something that belong to you.. that will turn your heart breaking into a pieces.. and then fly all over the world.. the brain is control by the angry and the mood is control by dissapointed and emotionally... mom thank you.. -,-
i know i should be grateful.. i know about that very well.. when i am angry.. showing dissapointed or such tanttrum.. i just worried and thinking about money.. i tried to be saving and less of using money.. i did not want to ask.. if just still fine then i would just use them.. but after one and one.. this give me a lot of headache.. laptop is crazy and i have lot of work to do.. and then your buddies (phone) was sick because of you are not being careful.. even if in the minds said.. if just i stay at home and sleep.. but then and after all.. its in my hand..its just some kind of sad feeling which your phone turn out to be broken and its show how unappreciated you are.. the phone is giving by sister.. and its happened like this -,- .. in fact im sorry...
i still want to ask for nicest thing. . great things.. and Allah giving me this.. is this also challenge for me? from the most strongest human in the world.. Allah just left me a small pieces challenge.. and i should be thankful.. even though this mind still feeling sick by seeing this crack... yesterday i'm losing but in return i'm to get a new one's.. thank you Allah.. Thank you mom.. and sorry sister.. your gift.. i will using as long as i could use.. and i'm sorry niece for being that evil.. its just a way for showing how madly i am..
Ya Allah, semoga yang indah indah saja ^^..
love,
teamoHada
