I don't know either I or you.
But one thing for sure. We are stranger now. From stranger become friends. Become a very special. Then become stranger again. I told you many time. I really don't have anyone else that close to me. Only you. You and you. But unlucky me when you make that distance. You kept update frustrated angry, disappointing and emotional status. Which again I don't know if the objective is for me or I'm overwhelmed by that status.
So today you update again.
I don't know if I were doing wrong. I don't know if I'm sensitive. But surely now I know how important I am to you. Not as much as I really want you to be part of my life. I never thought to become strangers again to someone I really know. I want to care. I want to share what ever happened and I feel with. But then I wrong.. more I want that relationship become closer then yes it was vice versa.
I want to take whatever you update was nothing which not related with me. But I just can't. Now I take it as seriously. If that's not about us then you never act like you never know me. Your silence. Your ignorance. Why we have to be this way.
I want you know. What ever happened you may hurt by me. I'm sorry. But I won't sorry for being ignorant too. This time. I won't be easy. As it's your time to to make things right again. If I as important you in part of my life.
Even I don't own anyone I won't crawl seeking for you to be there for me. I will survive.
Pusing
teamoHada
March,12,2019
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