Bestfriends mean to you

There are certain people who aren’t meant to fit into your life. But no relationship is ever a waste of time. If it doesn’t bring you what you want, it teaches you what you DON’T want.

We rarely lose friends, we just gradually figure out who our real ones are. Never force someone to make a space in their life for you, because if they know your worth, they will surely create one for you. And remember, when you’re up, your ‘friends’ know who you are, when you’re down, you know who your ‘real friends’ are. It just takes a little time to figure it all out.

We all have a different stages of bestfriends. From childhood to primary to secondary to college to worklife. The lucky will stay close and stay bestfriends but not everyone have that luck. Included of me. I don't have one that stay as his/r bestfriend but i still called them as mybestfriend.

They should be lucky when i draw their face in my memories and i am bless i once in the memories. Through the joy and cloud, i found the happiness. Through the sorrow and frustrated, i found the sincerity. Through the wealth and health, through the thick and thin. i know there is you who always there for me.

#whoismybestfriend #ineefabestfriends

Love,
teamoHada

teacher challenge for ADHD

Astagfiruallahalaim.. astagfiruallahalazim..

Al-Latif Al-Latif.. Al-Latif..

seminggu ni.. emosi lagi lagi tidak stabil.. walaupun i did'nt curse loud.. i curse a lot inside the heart.. you will be surprise if those cursing explode all over the floor..

cikgu minta maaf Ain Iman.. cikgu dah cuba nak ikhlaskan hati.. cikgu dah cuba baca dalam hati Al-Latif.. Al-Latif.. tapi akhirnya cikgu kalah.. cikgu balik rumah cikgu hempas semua rasa amarah kat family.. cikgu cerita cikgu xfaham apa masalah Ain Iman.. cikgu xcukup ilmu nak handle Ain mahupun Iman.. benarlah kata Ustaz Ain.. "ilmu manusia ni ibarat lebihan titisan air kat hujung jari(bila celuk dalam laut) jer walaupun seluruh dunia manusia merantau mencari ilmu Akhirnya ilmu tu dijung jari jer, manakala ilmu Allah ni seluas-luas lautan" maaf Ain.. maaf mama Ain Iman.. cikgu Ain Iman xkuat.. cepat betul terhasut dengan syaitan.. cikgu selalu cakap kat Ain Iman " jangan biarkan keturunan nabi Adam kalah dengan syaitan" tapi, cikgu :'( Ain dengan Iman banyak buat cikgu terfikir.. menguji kesabaran.. dan mental..

Ada masa bila Ain ugut cikgu terjun bangunan nak jer cikgu terjun dulu.. Ada masa Ain mengamuk dan dalam keadaan badan dan tangan bergegar menahan marah.. nak jer cikgu jerit dan buat hal yang sama... Ada masa Ain tuduh cikgu ambil barang2 Ain, padahal Ain terlupa nak letak mana.. nak jer cikgu suruh Ain melutut maaf.. Ada masa Ain lari pusing dan ber kali pusing bangunan dan keluar sekolah.. nak jer cikgu biarkan.. Ada masa Ain jerit2 cakap Ain dah makan.. nak jer cikgu tarik tangan ain kasar2 turun pergi kantin.. Ada masa Ain jerit tuduh2 kawan2 Ain.. ain tahu, diorang tu pun sama macam Ain.. ada waktu "bad day"  kadang2 diorang boleh terima  kadang2 bila ain tuduh buat sesuatu yang dioang xbuat diorang nak buat betul2.. Ain.. cikgu faham.. ada masa cikgu nampak kawan2 ain usik2.. tapi Ain perasan x? banyak masa kawan2 ain betul2 berkawan dengan ain.. banyak mengalah dengan ain.. banyak keistimewaan yang ain dapat dan kawan2 ain xdapat.. banyak hal yang ain buat tidak menjadi masalah dan by the time, kawan2 ain buat bakal menjadi masalah besar bagi mereka. Ain nak cikgu senaraikan ke? maaf  Ain.. maaf mama ain iman.. cikgu memang strict pula minggu ni.. but yet cikgu rasa cikgu masih loving teacher..hehehe kalau x, xdela ain sanggup kejar cikgu bila masa cikgu dah habis kan.. mula2 tu cikgu rasa bahagia la.. tapi lama2 cikgu faham Ain ada masalah "separation Anxiety" sepatutnya usia kanak2 macam ain dah xde separation anxiety setiap kali hantar kesekolah.. kalau nak bercerita kisah ain xkan habis sama macamna bila ain dah mula hyperactive.. "you will talk all day long" mood sengih memanjang dan menyanyi.. kadang2 tu melompat dan siap package main kejar2 dengan kawan2. sepertinya masalah sosial xde dalam diri ain.. dan all the time mata ain selalu xdapat fokus bila cikgu mengajar kat depan.. kalau subjek lain yang tidak melibatkan penglihatan.. cikgu yakin ain xde masalah.. tapi bila bab matematik ain xfokus cikgu mmg tegas.. cikgu nak ain fokus..sebab matematik melibatkan jalan kira dan nombor.. cikgu nak ain boleh mandiri.. bergerak sendiri setiap kali transition class..kawal diri dari rasa marah.. dan kawal diri dari pandangan buruk terhadap orang.. juga kawal perbuatan tangan kaki dan lidah.. jadi adakah ketegasan cikgu membuatkan ain tertekan? cikgu xnak beremosi.. cikgu cuba berfikir positif sehabis mungkin.. tapi xselalunya cikgu berjaya..  ada masa ain aggressive.. ain cursing dan lupa ain adalah budak yang cerdas dan bijak..  ain hina orang sekeliling ain.. ain marah dan in  a meantime ain boleh tersengih macam xde apa yang berlaku.. sebetulnya, cikgu xsempat nak brain myself how do i should react? lupakan kesalahan ain dan tersengih balik kat ain? macam tu? jadi apalah gunanya cikgu untuk Ain.. bagi cikgu.. ain perlu tahu.. kesalahan dan kebaikan ain pada diri ain dan pada orang sekeliling ain.. begitu juga sebaliknya.. ain is special to me. really special..

Iman.. a very very long words.. maybe next time..


2.10 in early morning,
tentang impian dan cita-cita..
semoga Allah jadikannya kenyataan..


Love,
teamoHada

Bad day is exist

In morning-rasa macam balaci pun ada if this kind of thing is going to be like this day by days.. hmm.. dear parents... if you don't treat with respect the teacher, then how your kids will do the same.. you know the weather as well.. you know its raining.. and you are sending late your child at school.. the gate is already close.. what do you expect?  To open the gate for your child? Then to open your car door?  Then your child teacher see how full your mouth is.. this is about manners.. treat with respect and manners! This is annoying.. seriously annoyed me..

In evening after the kids solat zohor- tmpt duduk kena selongkar. Car keys terkeluar dr tempat fail.. duit hilang 30 or 40.. air kotak dutch lady hilang.. plastik dutch lady on floor.. aku taktahu nak syak sapa.. nak take action macamna as aku mmg xingat jg duit ada berapa dlm dompet.. but surely my car keys terusik.. someone touch my personal things.. and i lost my milk.. i felt sad.. but poorly, i'm more sad for those who steal and touch my things without my permission..again.. i felt so go bananas..rasa nak curse on that time.. but i just can't.. i have no evidence and no witnesses.. more that that, i don't want to judge my children..mybestfriends.. i want to believe they are just kids and they won't do something is not right.. if might one of them do.. please Allah, calm of my heart..

At night-my sister told me something that i don't like.. my heart keep beating fast to fight with words back but at the same time, my brain ask me to hold on and listen.. for me.. she just saying and hurt my butt..cried right now 

Everything from morning to night.. it was tiring and tiring.. a very bad day..

Love,

teamoHada