I told u when my heart got different direction.. then im no longer to keep evryrthing what i feel inside by myself.. im no longer hold my words. My action. My attitude. U will see unexpected me.. i will show my discomfort feel.. eventhough not everything.. u will see my tantrums. U will see something unexpected from me. That was when i felt really bad and im no longer care what people will thought about me.. these day.. im no longer can't keep my heart say.. when i want to say i will.. im no longer keep inside.. yes eventhough i dont tell everything what my heart say but i act.. its just that i cant keep inside anymore..
I know in return when my heart get the normal beat.. i hv to survive in other ways.. but for now.. im no longer thinks about future. Yet what happened now was the present.. tomorrow is later.. then i wont care anymore.
I dont care if u think im rude.. i dont care if u think im rough.. i know myself better than you.. i dont care..
What happens now is the present.