bismillah...
hari ni hati ni rasa lega sedikit walaupun ada kejadian di pagi hari yang buatkan aku rasa sangat sangat sangat bersalah.... ya allah.. i feel shame to my self... and i really hate this feeling... feel that sometime i need.. i feel that i need the psychologist... just to help me to be calm...to be patient.. i feel that aku punya sikap sekarang makin obvious... i should respect him.. whatever it is..he is older than me.. either he is wrong or right.. i should respect him... ya allah i feel that i do wrong to that uncle.. i should not act like that dan terbawa-bawa kemarahan sampai ke pagi... and my face also sangat bengis.. it's just like a tiger who are hungry for a victim... my friend told me to be cool.. but it's just like not easy for me to control the emotion.. today i'm more worried to my attitude... i could not be like that...
ya allah if i'm wrong please give me a strength to ask forgiveness... meet me to the uncle o'Allah...
about those people..i don't understand how they can't realize their mistake... somehow they act like nothing were happened... i feel sad to my self more...o' Allah help me to be more sincere.. not to everybody but to myself... help me o'Allah.. show me the path way...
hari ni hati ni rasa lega sedikit walaupun ada kejadian di pagi hari yang buatkan aku rasa sangat sangat sangat bersalah.... ya allah.. i feel shame to my self... and i really hate this feeling... feel that sometime i need.. i feel that i need the psychologist... just to help me to be calm...to be patient.. i feel that aku punya sikap sekarang makin obvious... i should respect him.. whatever it is..he is older than me.. either he is wrong or right.. i should respect him... ya allah i feel that i do wrong to that uncle.. i should not act like that dan terbawa-bawa kemarahan sampai ke pagi... and my face also sangat bengis.. it's just like a tiger who are hungry for a victim... my friend told me to be cool.. but it's just like not easy for me to control the emotion.. today i'm more worried to my attitude... i could not be like that...
ya allah if i'm wrong please give me a strength to ask forgiveness... meet me to the uncle o'Allah...
about those people..i don't understand how they can't realize their mistake... somehow they act like nothing were happened... i feel sad to my self more...o' Allah help me to be more sincere.. not to everybody but to myself... help me o'Allah.. show me the path way...
love,
teamoHada
