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Assalamualaikum...

apa khabar semua? hopefully semua sihat hendaknya... wish to update that day but don't have time. today also busy with class from 8am to 8pm continue with rehearsal. lots of thing to do. final, teacher day performance.. hoohoho.. i'm taking part also. honestly, i did not know to do it. im not coming from this kind of type.. but i'm try.. i taking part because i got a full support from my friends. Alhamdulillah to have them as friend.. i'm going to creating another memory with them and another member also. hopefully everything can goes well. Aamiin. insyaallah.

back to the tittle, hmm last 2 day dapat berita yang mendukacitakan.. my friend grandfather just died.. inalillahhirojiun. semoga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Aamin.. Al- fatihah.

i read her status then i also cry. i can feel her sadness.  hope she can wake up. dan tidak layan perasaan sedihnya. "sometimes u will find ur true friend when u can cry for her u can laugh for her, u can jealous for her, and every ur prayer u will pray for her. then that is ur truly love. u can feel it someday". than i know today that i do really love her lillah.

this girl, i had ignore her. i had ignore for her words. i had ignore for her care. what i had done for her just hurt her and hurt myself. i don't really understand meaning of friend. today also i can't understand but for one thing i'm trying to do today is appreciate everybody that came to my life. try to love everybody. try to believe that everyone have their own style and superiority. and i do try to adapt with. 

back then i had lost a best friend, today i'm not going to repeat it again. today i'm try to get close back to this girl. i know it will be awkward sometimes. will be annoyed too. but i want her back to my life. its seem difficult but i want too. today i'm taking care of all my friend heart. i'm trying my best. 

i believe that when we are taking care of our heart then we'll take care of others. so i would not be hurt by others. if they hurt me by their word i will against them and forgive them ASAP. i won't keep silence. i won't let my heart deteriorate so  i'll reply them with my own way.

what i had learn from my past. you don't feel low self-esteem. be defense your self. wake up that u can do better for your self. don't hurt yourself by others words. and don't leave a good friend for a strong reason. believe that they did something for you for a reason. they talk behind u for a reason. then ask them if this little problem is continue. try to solve as soon as possible. let them know what u feel. u r better than whoever think about u include yourself.  dear friend, sometime u need a mirror for own sometime u r the mirror. 

#just BELIEVE. when u believe everything can goes well,Insyaallah. Aamiin#

love,

teamoHada