you

  you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
from my days down and on
i'll never stop thinking of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine
 

never will forget the day
how we've met and came this far
we all know we got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here

i know it's me who said goodbye
and that's the hardest thing to do
cause you mean so much to me
and guide the truth from me to you

for all the things i've done and said
for all the hurt that i've caused you
i hope you will forgive me baby
cause that wasn't what i meant to do 

hmm

i dont know what kind of story should i write here..

i dont know what kind of feeling i have now..

i dont know and still  i dont know..

its empty..zero..(27 MINUTES BEFORE)

im tired and need to sleep..

but its seem my eyes cant close...

what is wonder in my heart now?

i really want to know..(18 MINUTES AFTER)

i did not know why this song i choose..(NOW)

its might be,,because of my old friend..

my close friend..

how >>>> is doing?

is >>>> missing me like i am?

i wonder..

why i always search >>>> in fb

while i did not do anything...

even say hi or helo..

but deep in heart..

always hope that >>>> will post or send me hi or helo

am i SELFISH?

then when >>>> did like i wanted

i just ignore all that..

am i EGOIS?

seriously to say 

that i want reply all that

i just looked at the word

with the red of eyes

my finger try to dance on keyboard

with many of word to reply

but its seem empty...

then i just sign out

cause i know i cant do anything at all

 so now my word dance here..

is this can be a evidence of my my my EMPTY HEART??

love,

te amo Hada