can i fly high?

what is inside my heart?
i dont know either..
people do condemn me..
because of my own self..
what will be in the future?
people either don't know
what will i do?
i also dont know..

try to be good..
try to appreciate the present
try to forgive n forget the past..
try to love the memory of the past..
try to think positive..
try..try..try..and..
try also to predict the future belong..
as the best should..
but as we know and i know
it is impossible to complete all the mission...
and last just be like always..
goes through like always..
be silencer..huhh how stupid i am???

am i thinking a lot?
sometime i can feel the breeze of succsess..
sometime i can smell the lavender of happiness..
but sometime also im afraid of my own shadow...
or sometime im in hurry to make any decission..
and when the time should i act..
i just like a rat which  always run from cat..
not facing and be a winner..
am i like that?
or i will be like that forever??

my blog title show how big my ambition are..
wanted to fly like other..huh..but?
should i change the title to become like this ;;
A MAN WITHOUT DIRECTION...
should i??