'sorry' won't ever means anything to me.. giving or taking.. sorry is the hardest words you can heard from me.. when you ever heard than you are lucky enough and i really mean it..
I was tired holding a tears. I am in mentally sick. Up or down, right or left, front or back. Nothing could change me! Im holding the key. That close the doors of my heart.
I am sick. Pain in so many things that hurdles me to be better person. Even though i have been tested with so many challenge than i was still the same person and even more worst than today.
After all. A sorry is not for anyone but for own self. That is the key to do not be for someone worst than today but a person that value her breath. So than, the pain will vanished away.
Allah. If i could dream between paradise and hell.. then please show me what hell is about.. please do not let me die during the dream and wake up me with someone 'solehah' not to anyone but to you Allah. Please grant my wish Allah. Aamiin.