this days.. i feel so much stress.. im not tired.. i am having fun with little young nephew.. with baby and yuyu..this is just the feeling somelike zero.. o.. empty.. i dont feel yet the love.. i want to love you Allah.. so that i wont afraid in anything.. Allah.. this mind is tiring..this mind is painful.. lots of things to thinks.. lots of things happen but i still is the same.. ya Allah.. i am afraid... afraid to live on.. afraid to die.. afraid of what anything will come to me..
Allah... help me.. save me from anything that make me far from me to you.. i need your guidance.. show me the right path.. do not leave me Allah.. im not yet ready to die.. and im not strong enough to fight to live on.. help me.. guide me so i can be solehah.. i hv so many things to repay their kindness..
(..................)i hv so many things to talk about.....
love,
teamoHada
