respect the older whatever it is...

bismillah...

hari ni hati ni rasa lega sedikit walaupun ada kejadian di pagi hari yang buatkan aku rasa sangat sangat sangat bersalah.... ya allah.. i feel shame to my self... and i really hate this feeling... feel that sometime i need.. i feel that i need the psychologist... just to help me to be calm...to be patient..  i feel that aku punya sikap sekarang makin obvious... i should respect him.. whatever it is..he is older than me.. either he is wrong or right.. i should respect him... ya allah i feel that i do wrong to that uncle.. i should not act like that dan terbawa-bawa kemarahan sampai ke pagi... and my face also sangat bengis.. it's just like a tiger who are hungry for a victim... my friend told me to be cool.. but it's just like not easy for me to control the emotion.. today i'm more worried to my attitude... i could not be like that...

ya allah if i'm wrong please give me a strength to ask forgiveness... meet me to the uncle o'Allah...

about those people..i don't understand how they can't realize their mistake... somehow they act like nothing were happened... i feel sad to my self more...o' Allah help me to be more sincere.. not to everybody but to myself... help me o'Allah.. show me the path way...

love,

teamoHada

new environment..new roomate

bismillah...

today tonite dengan rasminya this bilik sudah berkongsi dan bertukar roomate.. environment pun lain... i change the environment.. the bed. the board.. and i put some lavender perfume for this smal room.. its nice and great.. of course..

masuk kali ini sudah 3 kali roomate yang sudah bertukar... first is k.siha.. my lovely ever k.siha... i love her lillah... my senior.. my ex roomate...my ex housemate yang senang untuk bercerita masalah, i heart her very much <3.. second roomate.. i don't know how to share this.. this person of course  help me a lot. kind hearted person... busy also with her 24 hours part job..hee... this person also i heart her much... she move to another apartment that is far away from me... i pray for her safety... may Allah always help her and bless her day.. Aamiin..insyaallah..

so now let me story my third roomate.. actly i don't know... maybe later... hee... gudnite... may Allah bless me.. u and us... love uols much <3

may the happiness is belong to us... insyaallah <3

love,

teamoHada

my brilliant acad

Bismillah...

a very peaceful day... can say.. happy day... a day when my nephew was born.. it is yesterday.. hee.. oh my english..

acad a.k.a arsyad happy birthday... semoga abe menjadi anak yang soleh untuk ibu ngan papa and pada seluruh ahli keluarga.. semoga abe menjadi kanak-kanak yang pintar, bijak, berdedikasi, kreatif dan sentiasa berbahagia. semoga abe sentiasa sihat dan diberkati oleh Allah..

suesue love you really much. sory suesue xdei nok kol nok kecek nga abe... harini busy sgt :'(
kalau ada umur yang panjang kita jumpa lagi =)

5th year arsyad =)

me love you really really really much.. 

love,

teamoHada

PAIN

love,
teamoHada