Hi. I'm back.
Just to keep what is happening in this 2 month.
1st saman polis dengan kesalahan tidak memakai tali pinggang keledar. Settled with 75 percent discount. This happened during kindergarten 18convocation. Rushing to buy some balloons for the drama aci aci buka pintu as flying owl.
2nd on the way to school. The car wheel suddenly bocor. Tak ternampak lubang on the road. Done and settled with change that wheel.
3rd got a small accident during my Hoc wedding. Got a wassap msg which the contents is asking for help. The bride need me to go to the center to pickup her laptop. And time pass without my consciousness. Someone crashed the car when i change my lane. Having a panic attack. Sweating and struggling to continue calm. Dealing with negotiate which we repair our own car with no police report. Not yet settled which the cost probably around 300 to 400 Ringgit Malaysia.
4th Saturday half day working. Drive a car to school. Around 2pm arrived home. Slightly not on purpose. My tangan dengan jayanya infringed lampu kereta. Almost 18 hour from 2pm in the evening until 7.10 am Sunday morning. Car battery totally lost. Need to change to a new one.
5th losing my queen (female cat) 2day before I went to putrajaya. Most heartbreaking time. Crying the whole night. Life must go on. Hiding the sadness. Working as usual. Joking angry smile as always. But never can't deny that day most gloomy day. Luckily with having young children around which help me moving and being active.
5th back home with a good new. My queen come back. Bring my queen to the vet and she got injection. Wake up. Go to work. In evening Dady said my queen is dead. i don't know this feeling. I don't cry. Not saying I don't feel sad but empty. This queen remind me of the situation I wanted to forget the most but a very hurting memory that I have miss for. If just I know. Yes if also is already hurting. Never ending. I pray that my queen will be fine in heaven with hope she is going to accompany my dearest love there. Oh I cried. Sob. Sob. Yuyu. You are not my first cat but you are gonna be my last cat. I'm sorry if this 3year I changed a lot toward you. Not because I don't love you. Not because I don't care but I try hard to forget the most hurting me. You got unmatured owner. I'm sorry. I seriously don't know what is going happen next but if there is one thing I do good for you. Please take me with you to heaven. Please pray that I will better inside and out.
I love both of you
I miss both of you
And
I will be fine
I will be ok
Love
teamoHada
