anxious

hi guys... i do not know who i hello for.. there is no reader except by myself.. ouhh pity me.. btw.. last night i wrote something that worry me..  but my nephew came and we talk.. of course i do not want them to see what do i wrote then i quickly left that post without saving into draft.. then i lost them.. fortunately even though i lose those post, i feel some ease after that. like someone is hear my talk.. 

anyway, i still want to share it into my blog.. something is came up which is little hurt my feelings last nightl.. auchh how do i rewrite again.. 10/6/2020 i

last night i heard something that he is already made the decission without asking my opinion and i have no right to object while im being little bit sensitive. my thought not that important.. either im agree or not there is no matter because i hv nothing to give back.. maybe im worry for something that not yet happened because we never know what is look like our future it is.. 

o'Allah i seek for forgiveness.. i know i keep counting my wrong for many blessing you shower me.. and i still keep asking you.. O'Allah.. you know for something i do not.. but i hope i  can be strong for anything that you tested me.. O'Allah if just i do not please to take me with you.. i do not want to be a burden, nor a fighter.. o'Allah.. if i was all alone by myself then i seek for you to do not leave me all alone by myself.. let me feel your presence of your love..

these shall pass too.. and i hope for good..

anxious

tH