Rejecting a job mail

Salam.

Thank you for offering to work into your team. I am glad with that. As you know your school has been my wish school to work with since last few year but after having a deep thought, here is one of the reason i could not directly say yes.

Firstly, is about salary offer. What can i do to make you offer me a bit higher than my present job? I cannot lose 160 penny for my long last seeking job as 160 penny if collected into 12 month i can have another place to go and explore to.. As i mentioned during our interview i really love to walk our small world. It does not matter how near or far i can go but during the journey i treasure, i believed i can have something value from it.

Secondly, because it's my seeking job i wished for long. I cannot lose it too. I cannot past this job for 160 penny. So i would like to challenged myself for reserved with a bit higher salary confirmation job. So this is my idea, If you would not mind and to allowed myself to enter you school,  i am willing to volunteer my self 2 hours in your schools for 3 times either Friday or Saturday evening,  From that, you can give me whatever task and i will try my best to fit in during those period.

Thirdly My present job also is not a joke. But i love to make a joke with my treasure children. Leaving my comfort environment of course would be a big deal for me too. I don't want to lose something i treasure for something i wish. But at the same time i don't want to regret for something i don't try.

I will deal with whatever decision you make. Whether to stay reserve with a bit higher salary or as you mentioned through the interview. Even if i could not pass this period i surely can deal with it as long as i have tried. Its a win win situation if you think more about it. 3 time in 2 hour per session. Its a volunteer with no paid. And yes i can come next week if you allowed. Then we can have another end mark decision.

Thank you

nah.. boleh ke macamni? can you suggest any other ideas?

JOBSEEKER,@tH

A new job.. Should i?

Hi.. We meet up again..

So today, i went to interview.. I don't talk a lot as i do during my past interview.. I didn't give my all.. I did not share my experience much.. But i had past.. And now that give me suck..

There is so much pro and cons.. I cannot write up all..

I really wish to quit my job and at the same time my love is growing bigger.. My present job is just fine.. They send me to training.. Their salary is low but in my area you can call it's lucky.. Their environment is very beautiful.. What else is not enough.. Everything just fine.. I finish my everyday task  smoothly.. But i tend to get scared when it's come too comfort.. Of course there is another reason but mostly just fine..

My new offer job is my seeking dream job.. I want to go further into that path.. I want to discover and learn more.. That gonna shine my skills.. That gonna dig another talents.. But unfortunately they offer a bit lower compare than my present job.. They give me 3 days to think about this.. And 3 days is cost me to work out my brain.. If i accept their job.. They gonna reserve my place until my probation period is done.. Of course i am bit scared.. But who is care? There was so much things ahead that i don't really know how its works.. And i wish to know.. But i cannot deny how scared i am..

My question is.. How can i ask a better  salary offer from this new job offer.. At least i can hv bit higher than present job..

Ohh.. I really dont talk..

Dilemma
tH