Write.. Letter..
Got headache.. Start from the neck up to back head and around the forehead now all over the head..
Shall I continue..
I guess.. It's started again.. My fuel.. My energy to fight.. It's getting back.. I keep trying to ate all negative vibes but I couldn't..
There here i go
Sleepless.. Headache.. Hot.. Fast breathing.. I couldn't relax.. These is too pain.. And no one ever realize..
Vomiting cruel.. selfish.. Go on.. Because I'm holding all.. When life gives you two choices and gave you chance.. Don't regret later if all come true.. Did you know how weight I'm holding this puzzle.. I already lost a piece of them.. In searching the pieces I lost myself even more..
And my bad thought keep go and came back.. They enjoying running in my head.. I'm scared enough.. If it's comes with actions.. And it was a things no one expected even myself..
What will be will be...
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