Monday, March 2, 2015

konflik dalaman

feeling of tired.. the teachers is good.. the children is good.. the friends is good.. but why im not feeling good.. why this feeling like.. sigh... why.. 2month like is too long for this time.. if i could not do well for this then i might could not do well in future.. i am a teacher but i am not react like a teacher.. i could not understand my self why this feeling like keep hunting..

im not good teacher
children is bored
friends is better

where is u dear me? why you dont be confidence. why u need to be compared.. why u just do it with the heart? where is ur big heart.. where is ur dream.. where is ur aim? why dont you wake up now.. whyy...

dear me.. trust urself.. look the children eyes.. look with the eyes.. u are their teacher now.. try do something with your heart.. be sincere.. be confidence.. u are better for urself.. this is for ur own good.. learn from them.. take a deep breath and be survive.. be special.. be fun .. and most importantly be strong... fighting!

Ya Allah,semoga yang indah indah saja...


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