Wednesday, April 2, 2014

feeling alone and lonely

i have a good family, i have a good friends, clicks.. but, why i have this kinds of feeling.. empty.. Ya Allah.. don't let me down.. be with me.. stay with me.. let me happy inside and outside.. Ya Allah..

today, i have short dating with some friends, my clicks.. maybe it would be our last dating.. when i looked back to the picture.. i feel that i'm the most happy person.. the happy Kids.. but the truth after apart i'm alone and still lonely.. The Lone Kids.. Anyway and Actly i'm happy to meet them as my friends, my clicks.. i have through many lesson.. many things that one day will become a good memories to be remember..  i'm truly love them..

us <3.. thank you being my friend.. thank you for being beside me.. thank you for being my listener.. thank you talking with me.. thank you for everything that i can't say.. i love i love youls <3

it's just a feeling that came when i'm alone.. and the feeling that too lonely.. undescribe.. why is it? this kind of feeling only disappeared when i'm busy with works.. when i have a people that accompany me.. that stay beside me.. am i too depend to the human? ya allah.. let me be independent.. the survival that won't feel alone, sad or dissapointed..

Allah Allah Allah.. keep me faith on You.. keep me stronger believe in You.. whatever you do and decided please not left me alone.. i need you Allah.. to stay beside me.. to accompany me.. to depend on You Allah more than any human in this world.. love me Allah, help me Allah..


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