love..

this days.. i feel so much stress.. im not tired.. i am having fun with little young nephew.. with baby and yuyu..this is just the feeling somelike zero.. o.. empty.. i dont feel yet the love..  i want to love you Allah.. so that i wont afraid in anything.. Allah.. this mind is tiring..this mind is painful.. lots of things to thinks.. lots of things happen but i still is the same.. ya Allah.. i am afraid... afraid to live on.. afraid to die.. afraid of what anything will come to me..

Allah... help me.. save me from anything that make me far from me to you.. i need your guidance.. show me the right path.. do not leave me Allah.. im not yet ready to die.. and im not strong enough to fight to live on.. help me.. guide me so i can be solehah.. i hv so many things to repay their kindness..

(..................)i hv so many things to talk about.....

love,
teamoHada

life is call as how you survive

there is a time i feel i dont know where shall i choose.. where shall i take.. what should i strive.. what i live for.. and yet.. i still find me.. what part i have lost during this growing up.. and yet i still need people and depend on people to keep encouraging and supporting even though i know.. i should never keep  rely on people call human.. but after all.. i am just a weak and a weak of human being...

bila malam larut and i cant sleep and keep thinking about future.. dream.. ambition... i am a big girl with a big dream... hohoho... best kan if like that if like those if like this.. ohhh..i cant sleep... i need to sleep so i can stop thinking and berangan........... let me face a real thing.. i dont want dream for nothingg.... ohh Allah.. what is the journey you plan for me.. if i could see.. what would it be? .... T_T

love,
teamoHada

nursery practicum 1 done

Alhamdulillah.. 

done my 1st hardcover with all kind of precious moments inside.. may I still got and continue to have the blessing from Allah.. #100dayspositivemind#100Daysend#earlychildhoodeducation#toddleractivity#nurseryproject#octopussiblings#

stay tune mama..daddy..mummy..uncle..untie...teachers..brother and sister for looking up my #throwback# 60 activity with my young, adorable, active genius,and lovely #toddlers#.. my 12week activity will be uploading tomorrow... weheeeee...yeehaaa

love,
teamoHada

journey going to the end

Bismillah..

It has been long time that i did not update my internship story.. and this is going to be end.. somehow it is kind of so happy to say.. sometime it is kind of sad to leave.. those children.. i might end up going missing them..

About the trouble that i had.. those are all the experience.. the learning that later will make me more strong than today.. i hope so..

The children.. please help me.. so i can help you.. this another 2weeks left.. i wish to not use my speaker.. i wish that children just listen with a normal voice.. but after all i should more knowledge that they are just todd.. i hope those upcoming day.. i will cheers them.. comfort them more..

May Allah bless from what i am doing..
#Day 84

Love,

teamoHada