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bismillah..

erkk.. hmm..hmm.. what shall i talk about? just want share some part in this lyrics but i would like to make this as a quotes.. from my favorite singer..

"Dari jauh ku berlari mengejar mimpi-mimpi

Berat Rasanya ku dapatkan semua"

thousand things that in my mind that i can't express..Ya Allah..  what shall i do.. what is your plan Allah for me..  tomorrow will be my first paper for my final year here.. another two will be follow after.. Ya Allah..  help me Allah.. let me create the best words that going to pleasant my lecturer while marking the paper.. help me Allah.. Love me Allah...

love,

teamoHada

bertahan dengan bertegas

sometime..
we can't really show what is inside our heart..
sometime without notice the others feelings are hurt or pain because of us..
we just said what we think that is the best only for us... for our heart..
and we are neglecting the other heart..

sometime..
when we are hurt
we are pain..
we want tell what is that
we want tell why is that
we want tell the reason
but sometime.. we can't

nobody is not perfect to express the feeling..
to tell..
i hate to listen this, those or that
i don't want that
i don't like that

sometime..
we can say the things that we agree..
we can object the things we don't agree
sometime..
we can say the things that we want
we can't even say the things that we need..
because feeling in our self is different in different time..
because the feeling.. the situation is changing in different way..

we can not understand all the time..
that is why sometime..

let it be the things goes by the flow,,
either we hated or we liked..
sometime..
let be us
sacrifice to be kind..
sacrifice to be nice..
in any way.. in any situation..

keberanian yang keji

menafi dengan yakin

dan keazaman yang tegas

menghadapi keadaan itu ini

dengan yakin,bertabah

dan bermuka tembok

anggapkan kata bohong sebagai benar

kalau tidak ingin dibongkarkan

berpura-pura tidak mendengar

berpura-pura tidak melihat

berpura-pura tidak ingin

bertahan dengan bertegas

jangan biar kata bohong dibongkarkan

jangan biar isi hati diketahui

if this the only way i can be sacrifice to be nice to the people

let it be.. let it be..

bertahan dengan bertegas

love,

teamoHada

last minute job

2am in the morning .. i'm not yet sleep... bukan sebab not sleepy.. not also because i'm not tired.. but i must finish my last assignment tonite..

okay.. why we choose to do last minute job? sedangkan before, we have plenty of time compare than last minute.. is it? and the worst was me.. always.. study.. assignment.. in anything.. always last minute.. so then will my successful also will be last minute?

to be a student is not easy but it's easier if we are really plan.. and for my first time i really plan.. i cross everyday, day past.. that is the only i do.. my plan.. and i'm hunting to cross my day tomorrow..haha..

my last minute assignment still not finish.. and i'm already sleepy.. my mind, body everything is really in collapse condition.. i can't even think.. but i must to think.. i must to read.. oh my 2 journal..

bertahan.. bertahan.. yakinlah..yakinlah..

saya mampu lakukan..

(nyanyi ikut rentak lirik let it go! dengan penuh semangat)

i really wish to update that story between my friends and i.. yes.. it's sad story..

sad for those who feel sad.. 

love,

teamoHada

dean list is it important?

yes yes yes.. it is important...no no no... not much... oh my god.. for my lifetime... at least once for a lifetime.. but now.. i never got that reward yet... and it gonna be end.. that was my last long semester :(

i'm so so much sad right now.. feeling sad... i'm sad...

yess.. even though it was improved i feel something like kecewa gila.. ok not bad this feeling.. and really not bad.. it's feel like want to kill my self.. haha.. poyo sungguh..

ok dahh dah la.. before tomorrow morning kena wake up and positifkan diri.. dean list tu memang sangat bagus.. tapi xdapat dean list xsemestinya u don't need to reward yourself.. you have done the best.. and you should be bless.. Allah has the best plan for you.. for me.. Insyaallah.. Aamiin...

dear my creator,,

thanks for everything during my hard time.. thanks for giving me strength.. thanks for giving me a good friend to help me during my difficult time.. thank for giving the best of the family in the world to support my life.. thank Allah.. thanks you for giving me a chance to learn from the best lecturer.. thank you Allah...

Ya Allah.. please continue helping me.. build me to be positive and confident as well as i continue breath in this world.. i need the strength from you Allah.. even though that was feel a little sad but actually it was really good.. for me.. every person in this world have their own ability.. and it's just that i can have now.. i should be bless for the improvement...

thank you Allah..

it's near to the Dean List.. but not Dean List..

it's Okay.. pujuk hati.. pujuk hati...

huhuhu..

love,

teamoHada