infinity thanks-mom

mom thank you for your gifts.. thank you for your understanding.. infinity thanks.. infinity love to you mom ������

love,

teamoHada

in Return

at 10.30 am.. mom giving me money and told to buy a new laptop (i ask sis to accompany and send my laptop to format.. and at that time.. sis is suggested to buy a new laptop).. actually this is what i wanted the most since my first year at collegue.. but then i have thinking of something else.. -,- im sorry for being ungrateful.. somehow and sometime.. when you are losing something that belong to you.. that will turn your heart breaking into a pieces.. and then fly all over the world.. the brain is control by the angry and the mood is control by dissapointed and emotionally... mom thank you.. -,-

i know i should be grateful.. i know about that very well.. when i am angry.. showing dissapointed or such tanttrum.. i just worried and thinking about money.. i tried to be saving and less of using money.. i did not want to ask.. if just still fine then i would just use them.. but after one and one.. this give me a lot of headache.. laptop is crazy and i have lot of work to do.. and then your buddies (phone) was sick because of you are not being careful.. even if in the minds said.. if just i stay at home and sleep.. but then and after all.. its in my hand..its just some kind of sad feeling which your phone turn out to be broken and its show how unappreciated you are.. the phone is giving by sister.. and its happened like this -,- .. in fact im sorry...

i still want to ask for nicest thing. . great things.. and Allah giving me this.. is this also challenge for me? from the most strongest human in the world.. Allah just left me a small pieces challenge.. and i should be thankful.. even though this mind still feeling sick by seeing this crack... yesterday i'm losing but in return i'm to get a new one's.. thank you Allah.. Thank you mom.. and sorry sister.. your gift.. i will using as long as i could use.. and i'm sorry niece for being that evil.. its just a way for showing how madly i am..

Ya Allah, semoga yang indah indah saja ^^..

love,
teamoHada

journey

1st things what i did not told just now is about my laptop.. i did not know what happen.. just then last few weeks the delete button seem crazier..and my submit research that has been check by my lecturer also still not arrived.. missing in action.. i don't know where the documents go (pos malaysia).. things that seem more complicated and stressful when my second internship at bandar baru bangi.. and was like errrr.. i dont know where is it???  and when i asked about where to stay and so on its look like nothing can help..  talk to mom or dad? ermm.. alone and i feel alone.. then i have to walk alone from kl shah alam(internship workshop) and talk to my lecturer(Alhamdulillah sir was helping) and straight to bangi.. again im alone.. i have to take a cab.. and what i plan is taking a train( erl putrajaya- ktm bangi )and my friend or shall i say a new roomate will came and pick up me there.. but then.. sis said (bil xdpt dihubungi).. i should just took a cab from putrajaya to bangi..  again i refuse like i am the most strong girl in the world.. then in a cab i ask about the fee.. the driver also said the same thing which is send me straight to bandar baru bangi.. the original plan was from ktm bangi but because im early and she's odw to bangi then i ask the driver to drop me at pkns bangi.. and actually why i did that because the driver call his friend and ask about his place and talk about 'keris' and scary things.. i do feel some insecure and took a decision to stop at pkns bangi... i think its better...  but then unfortunately she text me and said her sis car is full already and request me to took a cab from pkns bangi.. oh God.. i do feeling too much down (macam nak terjun bangunan 20 tingkat.. ok TIPU-,-) about 2 hours wondering alone there.. i took kfc as breakfast and stay there alone and too much miserable.. at the same time they played a sentimental song and those make me feel more alone and alone.. (tears getting fall)(red eyes)... then i turn on wifi button and open dramaload web to watching korean drama 'healer'.. ohhh too much miserable alone....ok.. tetiba the mind said i need a boyfriend!!! after 2 part in episode 18 i stop watching.. i took my two luggage and again walking to find a cab -,- seriously im all alone!!!  and tett tett tett..... i arrived at my new room..place.. that was a flat.. and the house is the highest peak.. and there is no lift!!! omg!! kuruslah mak -,-

but then luckily the house is so-so just fine.. but what i like the most is my room have a cupboard and i have my own bed.. ohh yeayy!! however, the room temperature is too hot!!! hmm -,-

and now is thinking about my research, laptop and thinking about what was happened to my duos is actually more heart breaking!!! ohh i can't breath!! oh pleaseee -,-

Love,

teamoHada

samsung grand duos screen crack

im not feeling really good.. sakit hati because of two things.. 1st thing is about that.. and second things is about if i did not going to pick up her.. but if just im being careful..my phone is still fine.. easy to talk like redho but the one who felt was me! the money to repair would be me! and money is the main problem here! ya allah.. i know i might being wrong.. but i cant stand to be like pure... i felt angry! too much angry inside this body! i felt of to scream all over my body and i know that was totally wrong!! i should let it go.. thing that happen is already happened! i wish for the nice things.. i hope for the great things! but this is lease thing that Allah want me to be SABAR... and i know i keep losing.. but this is dugaan i have to keep facing it again and again and i dont know till when...

Ya Allah, semoga yang indah indah saja^^

love,
teamoHada