Regrets

Bismillah.

Am not good in a person.  But to be better is always the things that I want to achieve for now. And I failed. Not once. It's all over and keep turning around.  Can't you imagined how is my head doing and half half brain.  No place to stay and keep wondering. Nowhere to go until it's beating hard my heart. Yes it never can be easy or simple but surely will getting more complicated if I don't entertain myself. I know the chance of the changing and charging the positivity is  high.  Or maybe over the temperature. And I can't myself remain in the environment.

A regret feeling would never have an ending. Even if you want too.  Not to deny but to learn to pass.

I want to go away.  Far and far.  From this hectic life but actually my hectic brain.  I want to end this movie. I don't want another episode after another. It's tiring and pain in pain.

These feelings somehow eating me alive when I cannot feel my own feelings. Sometimes it's showing but more to hiding.  And empty.

Half,
teamoHada