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Astagfiruallahalazim...
Astagfiruallahalazim...
Astagfiruallahalazim...

Harini mood okay but suddenly not okay.. i have always try my best to control this emotion.. kalau boleh i don't want much to show.. especially with small matter..  but unfortunately.. it was explode finally..

firstly, i am sorry for being rude if you think so.. anyway, i did not feel i was wrong.. i always try to calm down myself.. try to cooperate with my own emotion in handling your character.. but you always came with a complicated attitude..

secondly, i always thank you for the many things you do..but for a certain things you seem forget to thanks too.. i am trying my best to be sincere.. but i don't know for how long will it be..  i always try my best but you seem don't..

When you said you are concern.. it was just a saying with splashing your saliva.. it's waste..  you act like the past of you..  show me how good are you and don't say how good you are.. then i won't act the past of me too..

I am sorry for slam the door.. that was not frozen movie but it was an"ATOM" -an Atom unexpectedly explode.. but i am not sorry for my words...

When i have a thought i shall go then i have another thought to do not... but seriously i could not handle living like this anymore.. please do not pour a hot water when my own water already in high capacity.. please do not lead me to make unexpexted decission .. pleasee when i said i don't care but still care.. pleaseee...

Haters,
teamoHada