T.O.D.A.Y

today.. it's look like i was failed the interview.. hmm how bad i am in speaking.. jahanam grammar hancur tunggang langgang.. this is you who wishing to get the job? get confident myself! don't nervous.. i don't know what will happen if this is a real interview.. am i will be the job seeker? fail the interview? ohhh noo.. nauzubillah.. get me confident to talk.. please do change mySelf!

today.. it's look like i was left behind by my friends.. but that is not their wrong.. they have a right to choose who they want and who they don't want.. they have a right to think what the benefits they will get.. yes.. today it's look like i can control the emotion.. even it was a little crash but that was not too bad..  please keep me positive till all those those kind of project, Research Quiz, Assignment, Final done.. please keep me positive everyday..

today.. this feeling feel little ease.. even just a few hours left before 12.01 am 31/1/14.. because it was an old friend who chat me.. i feel do really happy.. i don't hope to be close like before but i just really hope that the relationship could be just last longer till us die.. i love you my friend i miss u my friend

today.. i know.. i am a person who love if  anybody who put me at their highest rank.. their heart.. their action.. their anything.. and i am the person who can give and take anything that everyone take and give.. some might say no good.. but i won't care.. it's enough for me to hurt my own feeling.. to not care my own heart.. it's time to give my heart the blossoms flowers. and

if you dare to love me i'll love you back..
if you dare to hate me, i'll hate you back
if you dare to give me pain, i'll give the pain back..

i'll give everything that you dare to give.. if that good.. then good will you get back.. if that bad.. then the bad will you get back! i'm no more tolerate to any people who are dare to hurt or give my heart pain or any ache.

love,

teamoHada